Mentally depressed

My mind now is completely filled with foul words. Thanks to a friend of mine, and a cousin of hers, and a bunch of foolriends of the cousin. Why should I bear with this mental torture? I know what are the consequences when I let go my temper. I am lose. But I won't say SORRY, because it wasn't my fault. Its YOURS! I won't say ITS OKAY, because I really mind! Even if I say, please take it as guff, I don't mean it at all.