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Monday, October 22, 2012

If I say, Rest In Peace

Something bad has happened once more.
Something that happened at such an unexpected moment.
Something that is not good, and something that we don't wanna see
or hear.

It's tough to bear with this news, 
that you are leaving,
to heaven.

I smile, when I see the tag.
because I thought it was a joke or kind of awkward fun 
that you guys playing. 
But, one and two and three and four...
I started to feel guilt about my weird thinking
Its real,
that you are gone forever. :(

We are not close. But, its uneasy for me to accept this fact,
not to mention your family and bffs.

R.I.P Mabel. You will not be forgotten.


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才相隔两天,竟然能够听见这种噩耗,两次!
老天爷很不公平的夺走了两位的短暂人生,
留下了很大痛苦给他们的亲朋戚友。
尤其他们还那么的年轻。

继申东靖和美佩的离开,更让我明白人生无常这句话。
你不会知道你的生命尽头是在几月几号,
或几点钟,和谁在一起。
要珍惜眼前人,身边人,不要大吵大闹给人添麻烦。
因为你昨天生气的那个人,今天或许就这样走了。
人生,不可虚度。


以此警惕自己。
生命何其短暂,一定要好好生活。













♫♪ Diary: Dear friend, RIP.

Sunday, October 21, 2012

淌血

艰苦的生活,
很努力想要改变现状的小子
成功了一半,却得了忧郁症。
方刚少年,逝于29岁。


在Facebook看到那新闻时,眼睛差点没掉出来。

他是我小时候的偶像。那时候很喜欢看他主持的恶童探险记。

现在感觉鼻子还是酸酸的。

真的很想喊说为什么会这样。

一个为了生活很努力的人,无法长命。

而那些漫无目的,虚度光阴的人却长命百岁。

可悲。或许这才是他真正的解脱吧。






李水清!愿你下辈子会得到父母完全的爱!这辈子,辛苦你了!



♫♪ Diary: Lexy ♥ 申东靖

Friday, October 12, 2012

娱乐很贵。

在戏院看电影
漂亮的衣服
漂亮的One-piece
昂贵的内在美
31号雪糕
吃大餐
天天珍奶
毕业旅行
普通假日旅行
生日庆祝 

我都无法负担。这些可能对别人来说是必需品。
但对于小康再小康的我而言,全是奢侈品。
或许偶尔我也会接触到这些如毕业旅行什么的可是,
我也是存钱再存钱。但会花掉。
然后到头来,
还是存不到钱。而向家人要赞助。
觉得很落魄。 


所以现在我可以不去看电影,就不去!
继续穿旧衣服,我没关系!
没有好料吃,我不在乎!
吃泡面也可以撑饱肚子。
小钱,慢慢一点一点,就可以有一百,两百。
虽然到最后可能还是会再要赞助去毕业旅行,
可是至少一半是自己存下来的钱。省吃俭用,我也可以很开心。

♫♪ Diary: Lexy ♥ Money

Saturday, October 6, 2012

My bias.

Have been listening to kpop since my diploma year.
5 years till date? not quite long but being a kpop fans is an never ending road.
:)

time factor, emotions, mentality, this and that...and some nonsense reason
so I actually switches my mind in being loyal to my bias
from Cassiopeia - TVXQ to Hottest - 2PM
in between I guess there should be somebody before to my final id - Hottest. HAHA

I like BigBang as well, but am not their VIP.
I like 4 Minute as well, but not a 4nia.
I like Wonder Girls too, they are great.
I like 2AM, so much, but am already a Hottest. =( But its okay cuz both AMPM formed One Day!
2NE1, f(x), SuJu, B.A.P and ......too many to be listed down.


However, instead of being just Hottest, 
I do have some others vocals or rappers that is in my heart
they are just so superb whom made me fell in love with just a song.
there are so many rappers, vocalists, dancers...
so...I have my bias and gonna list some down to remind myself not to be too "flower heart"
*burble*

My favourite vocalist...
♥ IU ♥ Hyorin ♥ Jong Kook Oppa ♥ JoKwon ♥ Xiah ♥ Lee Ha-Yi ♥ JYP 

My favourite rapper...
♥ G.D ♥ Tasha ♥ Gary ♥ 

My favourite dancer...
♥ Hyun-A ♥ 


MANY MORE INDEED! 
Tons of hearts for them. 
Their passion, their effort, their love, their lyrics, their fans service, really....
Words is not nuff to express what's deep in me towards them all!!!
Kpop market is growing! Soon my bias will be known by the world!
Teeheeee...though some already are! 




Lastly, introduce to you ~ B.A.P - Its All Lies ~





♫♪ Diary: Lexy KPOP