期待更好的我

Malaysia
Everything is temprorary.

Friday, April 30, 2010

FACEBOOK

我没有很想你
我只是在早上醒来的时候,看看手机,有没有你发来的信息
,有没有你的未接来电。

我没有很想你
我只是在上网的时候,首先关注你的空间,看看你最近是不是有更新。

我没有很想你
我只是在聊天的时候,翻阅你发给我的短信,看着你的照片,回忆一下那些美好时光

我没有很想你
我只是饿了会想你饿么,冷了想你会冷么

我没有很想你
我只是走在大街上看到男男女女,好希望那一对对里有我们


我没有很想你
我只是把你的来电调成唯一的铃音,放在我身边,并时不时的看看是否自动关机,是否信号良好

我没有很想你
我只是在吃小吃的时候,想如果你能和我一起吃,那该是多幸福的事啊

我没有很想你
我只是在听歌的时候,偶尔会被某句歌词击中,脑中出现短暂的空白

我没有很想你
我只是想看看你的样子,听听你的声音

我没有很想你
我只是在别人无意提起你的时候,愣在那里,不知答话

我没有很想你
我只是在睡前紧握着手机,等待着你的情话,等待着你说晚

我没有很想你
我只是睡不着的时候想想你,但是,我不知道我是因为睡不着而想你,还是因为想你而睡不着

我没有很想你
我只是在每次醒来的时候,第一个想到你……


如果两个人都在想念彼此,那一定是一对很幸福的恋人。


Monday, April 26, 2010

Tears

SNSD - Tears (Romanization)




[taeyeon] hayan byol bichi eegaman odumi
[taeyeon] jo moriso nal milo naego itjyo
[sunny] hwanhan mi soro geudaereul bara man bwado
[sunny] nan ee iroghe jaguman morojyo gayo

[tiffany]*geudaereul boreumyon geudaereul chajeumyon
[tiffany] baramee dwi oso naegyote wajwoyo
[seohyun] amudo moreuge ana jooseyo
[seohyun] naega geudaereul neugil soo itdonrok
[seohyun] geudaen geurohge onjena nae gyote

[yuri] paran haneul ee geudal mooldeul in gojyo
[yuri] nae sarangeul araborigi joneh
[jessica] nal bomyo seulpo marayo nae mam noonmolye yemireul andamyon
[Jessica] geudaedo ije ooseul sooga issuyo

[taeyeon] *geudaereul boreumyon geudaereul chajeumyon
Haessali dwioso nae gyote wajwoyo
[tiffany]Hwanhan misoro bichwo juseyo
Naega geudaerul neugil soo obsodo
Geudaen geurohge onjena naegyote

[seohyun] Love~ naye ee noraega yongwonhan naye baraem deul chorom
Geudae eh do deurinayo
[taeyeon] Iroghe soomanheun choo ogeul namgigo
[all]Ojik nan geurae man saengak haneun de

Geudaereul booreumyon geudaereul chojeulmyun
Bitmoolee dwe oso naegyote wajwoyo
[taeyeon]Oosan sok naege sogsagyum juseyo
Geudaereul naegado saranghaetdago
Geuraesp naega dp apeudogo

Rarara~

[Jessica]Ottoke haeyajin halsoo itnayo
Geudael jongmal saranghae nae ma eum eul
Ijen ottoke naye ee sarangeul

[taeyeon]Gogi issuyo jigeum geudaereul
Geu srarangeul ijeneun naega … I love you

 
 
 
SNSD -Tears (English Translation)



The white starlight, the black darkness
is pushing me away from far
When i look at you with my smile
I always become farther apart

*When i call you, when i look for you
Come to me as the wind
Hug me in secret
So i can feel you
You are always next to me

The blue sky has dyed you.
Before you find out about my love
Don't feel bad for me, if you understand my tears
you will be able to laugh too

* When i call you, when i find you
Come to me as the wind
Hug me in secret
So i can feel you
You are always next to me

Love~ Like my song is my wind forever
Do you hear it too?
You leave so many memories
I only think about you

When i call you, when i find you
Come back to me as the rain
Whisper to me under the umbrella.
I loved you more
so i am hurting more

LaLaLa

How can i convey it to you
My heart that really loved you
How is my love
over there, like that
That love I will now...I love you

Monday, April 19, 2010

19/4/2010

YES! I am free from today onwards.
Darn darn happy now!


I wanna be a real pig after I have clean up my house
yohoooo~
real pig ^^


Hope all my friends can pass their resit papers
God bless *wishing*



- The End -

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

=.=

The report is tougher than what I thought.

I started to worry about it.

Tension.

Does it have to be so thick like a text book?

I am not a writer duh.

Monday, April 12, 2010

Future

Don't be afraid.
Be brave!
Impossible is nothing.
Just do it!


I WANNA GO UK - LJMU






- The End -

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Destruction

My life is destructing, by the polluted environment, by the people living in this environment, by the sick society, and by my ownself. But I still love life! I love my dad, I love my brothers, I love my meow, and sometimes, I love my family...

I am facing some problems, very minor one, very minor......but I just couldn't  control, change, nor solve it. Well...still have to face it, no matter what. All I can do is just keeping myself in good mood. I know it is tough, but I have to try.

Because of the problems... I've ruin people's life as well
So...I cannot be so capricious anymore



Um......I am very upset, and I am very tired of pretending infront of the people.
I am very lazy to answer those questions, again and again.
Is there any place that I don't have to talk much, and people won't ask me questions?
in coffin...maybe



Just let me being a pessimist for some time.
Please bear with me.
*appreciate*



- The End -

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Can I be a paid Trainee?

Being the staff of any company, no matter which position are you in
you will still be tension (one day)
Why? Because you are the staff!
When you are engaging to the guest, you represent the company.
Your boss is expecting you to know everything,
serve the guest well, do well in your job
and has little mistake (or zero)
A very important thing, staff is linked with responsibility and stress
He is accountable for every single thing he has done, and getting the stress =.=



But trainees don't. ^^
I don't mean that trainees can skip away from responsibilities
just they are under training, so everything is forgivable
LOL am I thinking too innocent?



A friend of mine, reminds me that I still got 5 more days AS A TRAINEE in the hotel.
time passes so quick. Only 5 more days, and I am gonna leave T_T
I will never have chance to be TRAINEE anymore
unless my employer asks me to.

Though this hotel isn't a high pay one, but I will miss this hotel.
I had a thought of working in this hotel actually.
because I have already used to the atmosphere of working
and the people there ( some laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa )
Well...just a thought. =\
Its too far away from my house
and my mom will most probably asks me to apply in Sunway
T_____________T



Where should I go

Can I be a PAID TRAINEE?
sigh~

Thursday, April 1, 2010

倒数11天

现在的我,并不担心我的report要怎样写
我比较担心的是我的未来
只剩下11天,交了report
我就要想我未来的去路了
我真的真的不知道我要去哪里
决定了要做工一年
再看要继续Adv Dip 还是 Deg
可是问题是我要做哪一间?
(应该说哪一间要我,对吧?)
在实习的这几个月里面
进了HSK,F&B,还有现在的FO
要我长久在HSK,是不可能的
读了个Dip,还要洗厕所,整理房间
几个月或是一年,才升职
虽然HSK工作很开心,但是绝对不可以发生
我不想我的未来是这样

而F&B,我的第二个选择
可能捧托盘捧惯了,觉得很senang~ xD
但是但是!F&B也很难升 (好像)
最高不是给你个Asst Mgr 罢了(有机会的话)
不然就只达Spv lvl
当然~我在乎的就只是RM而已
现在我要向钱看!

最后就是FO了。
最讨厌的部门,因为太复杂了,令我兴趣缺缺
=。=
但是RM,其实很不错的
听senior说,她的朋友在xx酒店当FOA,
月薪可达RM5k
听到傻去,或许她很experienced啦~
但是因为那间的pt也很高,而且还有抽comm叻!
现在有点心动了
可是,FO真的真的很难! 我不知道要花几久才可以学会 T_T



虽然我现在想职位的问题是来的太早
可是我想有个观念先,不想一辈子做打工仔
请原谅我向钱看 = \


*The End*