22062014

工作要快，要跟上步伐。

生活要慢，为活在当下。

恐怖的人，恐怖的人生。

冷不防的被看了相。
那感觉好恐怖!

顿时觉得好可悲，因为一直没被告知。

算了。

The Day

我只跟你说我睡了10个小时，

但我没说我昨天只浅眠了4小时。

不想说事情的来龙去脉，不是不重要，

而是现在已经不重要了。

当压力无法让一个人成长，

转变或许是个新开始。

不是只有到处旅行，寻美食才叫享受人生，

那只是其中一项享受人生的选择。

吞声忍气之你没有办法

想到碧海蓝天，想暂离开。

如果彼此让彼此感到反感，何必呢？

让心整顿整顿，好好适应

好好的活下去。

再见CM

是该离开温室了。受保护的小草长大后，始终要面对被人们践踏的窘境

换一个新环境或许会有新的领悟，新的突破

还有你现在可以很理直气壮的说TMD！我很累！

我最最最舍不得的应该就是员工餐和逢星期五的雀巢雪糕了

同伴，加油！

本命

有人欢喜有人愁。

我不晓得顶更有多难受，因为根本不轮到我

不是说我有多想，

只是觉得我还是应该要体验一下外面场的忙碌

不能总是待在温室里，倍受保护。

前几天遇到了位在澳门打拼的新加坡人。

他让我重新思考对于未来的想法。

可是到头来还是没个答案。

或许也无迹可寻

原则知告诉我不要想太多，

生活中会有太多的变数，明天的事只有后天才会明了。

担心也一无是处。

那什么又是浪费呢？怎么一个素未谋面的人，

就只是个顾客会很突然的告诉你说你做这份工很浪费呢？

我很少思考这个问题，我应该做什么，我适合做什么。

盲目的为了工作而工作，为了卑微的金钱而远道而来打拼。

有时候被问多了，也是很累。

我不烦，只是脑筋转不过来。

钱，你根本是万恶之首！

First in 2014

Happy new year!
Shall not look back the left behind
Waved hand and thank 2013
And begin living one brand new year ahead!

Whats accompanying me on this first day was my new note 3 phone casing, aka the pale pink! It makes me look too much girlish but yet, i love it! Thanks mates for that, my bday puresento!

To pamper myself a little, for my hard work in 2013, for the blissful year to be 2014, for every means, i gotten myself a watch! 很有时间关念之我终于有手表了！^^

Secret, is what i bring forward from 13 to 14. Secret, one korean drama that makes your heart ache like you gonna die. Worth spending time watching! :)

Before a sleep

Two sides , blur vision exists.
Opaque side, good or bad?
Watermelon, uncut, perfect.
Watermelon, sliced, with seeds, flawed.
Do you always see things this way?
All from your point of view.

You wouldnt know that uncut watermelon is so sourish but the another one just so juicy!

Fine.i just wanna have watermelon for my stomach......

Look back the past, glad that you're different.
Good job to you!
Now you've become stronger, a lil.
I will continue to hold still my attitude towards you and things and all.
Im happy and selfish.
But i am more concerned about my happiness than your treatment.

Think in a way that delight and enlighten myself than pleasing other nonsense.

Enough! Lets go lankwaifong!

身不由己

If you could see both situation, standing in their shoes, no matter how heavenly or hell-y either one is,  you would still be able to look at it with one open heart. You might have reactions like unwilling, disgusting, frustrating, hate... lots of other negative feelings. but then you must also realize one thing that, everyone is coming from different walks of life. Accept it.  They will one day realize your realized, and be in the way. Some, just don't get it and drown deeper.

If comparison has to come in place, I am super girlish as compared to thee I accept loneliness, thee are pathetic. from the bottom of my heart, I wish god bless you. Now I see what it means by 身不由己. Thank you for bringing me to somewhere I don't fit in.  Seriously, it was a cultural shock to me. I live way better than how I thought I were. I understand your sorrow but then I couldn't help. To this point I think I am useless in protecting my friends. Helpless.

♫♪ Diary: Lexy ♥'s broken

What a life

Casino, a place of fun for the mindless rich.

Very easy finger movement, but determines your pocket.

Place your bet, and have fun, or gg.

Now I understand why people come continuously.

They are betting their life. Support these continuously, unconsciously. 

Pitiful!

Expecting something good in return by pouring in large sum of money.

Where they don't possibly get back anything in the end. 

Ohh! Maybe free food and beverage? If it considered.

But I thought people said there is no free lunch in the world? 

You reap what you sow, it doesn't cost anything for the corp to free you something,

When you are giving them 100 times the cost of stuff they offer. 

:) good luck people!

泛滥吧，口水！

我发现说话滔滔不绝的人会有更多朋友。问题并不在于话题，而是量。大量！你必须要一直说个不停，别人才会觉得你是个人。就好像，不爱说话的人，是奇怪的。无论你在讨论某个头条新闻，说着哪个倒霉人的坏话，讨论着今天饭堂食物好不好，不等，你，只需开口。 而另一人也就跟着附和。或许一唱一和这样聊天比较有趣吧！可惜，并不懂得这精髓。我对日常生活失去热情，别问我食物好不好吃，别问我感觉怎么样。我只会说 OK，可接受。因为，有时候那些东西，真的没什么特别！我回应，只因要给个反应。 =) ♫♪ Diary: Lexy ♥ nothing.

New!

Hahaha!Smiling with my mouth wide opened. It's month end it's month end!!!!! So what does that mean??




SALARY!!! Oh my money!! Finally I have received my remuneration for my July and August!! This indeed brighten my life and ease things up in every means. So so, I'm excited to calculate and allocate where should this and that portion goes  then I don't have to starve myself on month end like my August time. It was torturing and saddening. Anyhow, it's over! 
I was planning to get a purse, but I see none that I like. Does that means I can save this portion to spend on something else? Or maybe I should save it and get a even better one in future? Teeeeeehee! Actually I don't need a purse as I don't have much money or cards. LOL But an ordinary human should have one I think. Umm.... I'll enjoy my purse hunting time. 
Also, one should reward oneself once a while isn't it? Like monthly......:p I've gotten myself a set of skin care products. Not a full set, but I would say kinda complete. Maybe just lack of the eye cream. >.< Or masks, or something else. I guess there are a lot more.

Dr.G, my favorite bb cream brand, though I've never used before.The bb cream has received many good comments, so just give it a try!Actually I was asking that consultant what's the difference between the A and the B,And then things just eventually happened, one by one its on my hand.Sigh... What a easy customer.Seriously I was planning just to buy the Neutrogena skin care set.They don't cost a lot but, a lot to me. Haha! Thus, the Dr.G,my reward for August.



By the way, I just dyed my hair. Expecting something blonde, the not obvious blonde.But it's more like dull yinyeong beverage. Haha!! If you get what I mean.it turn out quite nice, kinda like it, but after some days, I felt like I have never been to salon, I've never dyed my hair.Like nothing happened to my hair.Some body is gonna say something. Duh!Well, still a new me! I looked fairer! Hehe
What makes me satisfied the most was my fringe! I've never felt so natural before.I mean the front hair. Never had a satisfied one until yesterday!!LOL. It's abit over I know, but it's true.Thanks to Stephanie for bringing me to Class I And I've got a very sweet hair cut experience, like what she said, a back hugging!He is just so sweeeeet!!Me likey!! :)



Okay, Imma happy cat! ^^Time to sleep.
♫♪ Diary: Lexy ♥ Macau

Dead broke

A new start on my own. My shadow just left me on that day to pursue a course. It was him whom always stands beside and watch me doing. but now I need to be extra careful because no one is gonna remind me of any steps. I am on my own. but I am free! It is good, and also bad. Good as in I learn to work as a reliable rep,  where you have to take care of your responsibilities without any reminder. I realized that I was not that nervous in his absence. HAHA! Maybe he is a stress for me. Bad as in I might have mistake in certain part, and in order to avoid, I might be slower than usual. They emphasize on 零错误!  Even machine makes mistake, what say you? sigh.



I am dead broke!  Please please my payout date...!! Can't it be earlier?!








♫♪ Diary: Lexy ♥ life.