Tonight

Going TARC, studying hotel management course, going H5, knowing new friends, staying hostel...and blablabla, it was all made to be.

Different people, having different faith. I believe that everything is "made to be". Never thought of going college, never thought of further my studies...but I just did what I don't wish to.

He wants me to study, He made them my friends, He decides my faith...

Really!It was all "made to be". Maybe you can change your faith, as people always say "the faith is in your hand" or you are holding your faith...something like that aa~

I won't, I have to force myself not to demand so much. I have tried.Slowly, of all things, I found that I am really more mature than my friends, and most of them. I am not being sarcastic la! Just...It came to my mind one day.LOL and I am not innocent at all!

I am quiet type of person, because He wants me to observe more, He wants me to listen to what people said, and I did what he asked me to do.

I am worrying about my future.

I always ask...

Can I get a job?

Can I do well in the industry?

Can I get a good pay? (LOL)

Can I pay back of my parents effort of everything?

My answer is very uncertain. I can only tell I will try my best.

and not definitely!

too bad, and so sad.

sigh~

I have only one more semester to go, and gotta graduate after training! I have been through those days, months...

sigh~ Why am I so timid?! Why I have no confident on myself?!

okay! In a nutshell...

I wanna learn Korean language!!!

(lol...so unrelated)