Glad

To every little good thing in life, CHEERS!


Yay! Finally I've done the thesis for my last semester.
This is really a nightmare to me!
Hell...finally I've done.
After the adjustment on alignment, 
I am so gonna dump you away in the recycle bin!



HEH!

♫♪ Diary: Lexy ♥ Sleeping

duffq！

Super hate it when people say this agency is all by talent and another agency is by the cover.Wtf? How many of you think that the "talent" you are admiring is 100% NATURAL? who knows, they might already been sent for cosmetic fixing? If that "cover" do not possess "talent", do you think they can survive in that dynamic industry? If that agency don't emphasize on cover, then why at first place ask celebrity A to undergo diet? since cover is not important for them,  they only look for talent. then just let it be la!  don't have to waste time on keeping the "cover" right,  because the "talent" you mentioned is sufficient!


FOOL!





♫♪ Diary: Lexy ♥

Colors Of the Wind

Vanessa Williams – Colors of the wind


You think you own whatever land you land on  The earth is just a dead thing you can claim  But I know every rock and tree and creature  Has a life, has a spirit, has a name 
Are the people who look and think like you  But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger  You'll learn things you never knew you never knew 
Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon  Or asked the grinning bobcat why he grinned?  Can you sing with all the voices of the mountain?  Can you paint with all the colors of the wind?  Can you paint with all the colors of the wind? 
Come run the hidden pine trails of the forest  Come taste the sun-sweet berries of the earth  Come roll in all the riches all around you  And for once, never wonder what they're worth 
The rainstorm and the river are my brothers  The heron and the otter are my friends  And we are all connected to each other,  In a circle, in a hoop that never ends 
Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon  Or let teh eagle tell you where he's been  Can you sing with all the voices of the mountain?  Can you paint with all the colors of the wind  Can you paint with all the colors of the wind 
How high does the sycamore grow?  If you cut it down, then you'll never know 
And you'll never hear the wolf cry to the blue corn moon  For whether we are white or copper-skinned  We need to sing with all the voices of the mountain  Need to paint with all the colors of the wind  You can own the earth and still  All you'll own is earth until  You can paint with all the colors of the wind


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This song is just beautiful!
I think I know Pocahontas this disney film.
But I am sure never watched before.
and I heard this song on LCWMC wedding.
from tonton livestream of course.


It's so touching!
So........maybe for mine in future too? lol

凌晨。当机

还是一样. no improvement in communication at all. Stuck on telling about my thoughts. want this and that to be done. But afraid of objections.

wanted to tell my ideas seems everybody like a businessman on mobiles & tablets. can't grasp the best time for discussion knew, can't just say lets start lets....lets.........this and that. can't.

just wanted to achieve better result i know, result is whatever but not anything worse than the *grade* peace. everybody has different demand. yes. like you, everything learnt has unlearn. same.
我们思维不同。想法截然不同。要求更是天壤之别。
on this last semester, i pray. for a peaceful one. lotsa happiness. lotsa good memories. for a blessed last semester. day of wonder. >.< and no argument. 

♫♪ Diary: Lexy ♥ assignments.

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Sigh. Traders.  I want to go Traders!!!!!!!!! Really have no idea how she select. Speechlesssssss and why reduce the intake to only 4? From 15 to 4, is a great amount deng.
Really don't want to end up in Putra Place again /though got/ ZZZZZ
So, gotta be interviewing at JWMarriot 5* though, but..... *sigh*


♫♪ Diary: Lexy ♥

Dufffff..

Knew, but to apply, to take action is not easy as one thought. Damn, am in stray again.




Frankly, I hate copy and paste particularly ASSIGNMENT. not that I am able to do or I am that smart like I know everything just, am a coward of afraid being caught I don't want to risk. To convince is not my strength. sigh. typical.




Decided, and very firm on my thought of not applying the summer course. firstly financial issue. secondly the workload. =.= getting a degree is never easy, I know but I rather step out to the working world earlier, to gain better experience than the theories or research kinda regret of enrolling to advanced dip. should have speak up.  should have. sigh




so looking forward to my internship! meaning I gonna say byebye to TARC and ASSIGNMENTS!!! though there is assignment in the real tough world too.  life is not easy life is not easy.



加油加油！


♫♪ Diary: Lexy ♥

If I say, Rest In Peace

Something bad has happened once more. Something that happened at such an unexpected moment. Something that is not good, and something that we don't wanna see or hear.
It's tough to bear with this news,  that you are leaving, to heaven.
I smile, when I see the tag. because I thought it was a joke or kind of awkward fun  that you guys playing.  But, one and two and three and four... I started to feel guilt about my weird thinking Its real, that you are gone forever. :(
We are not close. But, its uneasy for me to accept this fact, not to mention your family and bffs.
R.I.P Mabel. You will not be forgotten.

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才相隔两天，竟然能够听见这种噩耗，两次！ 老天爷很不公平的夺走了两位的短暂人生， 留下了很大痛苦给他们的亲朋戚友。 尤其他们还那么的年轻。
继申东靖和美佩的离开，更让我明白人生无常这句话。 你不会知道你的生命尽头是在几月几号， 或几点钟，和谁在一起。 要珍惜眼前人，身边人，不要大吵大闹给人添麻烦。 因为你昨天生气的那个人，今天或许就这样走了。 人生，不可虚度。

以此警惕自己。 生命何其短暂，一定要好好生活。












♫♪ Diary: Dear friend, RIP.

淌血

艰苦的生活， 很努力想要改变现状的小子 成功了一半，却得了忧郁症。 方刚少年，逝于29岁。

在Facebook看到那新闻时，眼睛差点没掉出来。
他是我小时候的偶像。那时候很喜欢看他主持的恶童探险记。
现在感觉鼻子还是酸酸的。
真的很想喊说为什么会这样。
一个为了生活很努力的人，无法长命。
而那些漫无目的，虚度光阴的人却长命百岁。
可悲。或许这才是他真正的解脱吧。





李水清！愿你下辈子会得到父母完全的爱！这辈子，辛苦你了！


♫♪ Diary: Lexy ♥ 申东靖

娱乐很贵。

在戏院看电影 漂亮的衣服 漂亮的One-piece 昂贵的内在美 31号雪糕 吃大餐 天天珍奶 毕业旅行 普通假日旅行 生日庆祝 
我都无法负担。这些可能对别人来说是必需品。 但对于小康再小康的我而言，全是奢侈品。 或许偶尔我也会接触到这些如毕业旅行什么的可是， 我也是存钱再存钱。但会花掉。 然后到头来， 还是存不到钱。而向家人要赞助。 觉得很落魄。 

所以现在我可以不去看电影，就不去！ 继续穿旧衣服，我没关系！ 没有好料吃，我不在乎！ 吃泡面也可以撑饱肚子。 小钱，慢慢一点一点，就可以有一百，两百。 虽然到最后可能还是会再要赞助去毕业旅行， 可是至少一半是自己存下来的钱。省吃俭用，我也可以很开心。
♫♪ Diary: Lexy ♥ Money

My bias.

Have been listening to kpop since my diploma year. 5 years till date? not quite long but being a kpop fans is an never ending road. :)
time factor, emotions, mentality, this and that...and some nonsense reason so I actually switches my mind in being loyal to my bias from Cassiopeia - TVXQ to Hottest - 2PM in between I guess there should be somebody before to my final id - Hottest. HAHA
I like BigBang as well, but am not their VIP. I like 4 Minute as well, but not a 4nia. I like Wonder Girls too, they are great. I like 2AM, so much, but am already a Hottest. =( But its okay cuz both AMPM formed One Day! 2NE1, f(x), SuJu, B.A.P and ......too many to be listed down.

However, instead of being just Hottest,  I do have some others vocals or rappers that is in my heart they are just so superb whom made me fell in love with just a song. there are so many rappers, vocalists, dancers... so...I have my bias and gonna list some down to remind myself not to be too "flower heart" *burble*
My favourite vocalist... ♥ IU ♥ Hyorin ♥ Jong Kook Oppa ♥ JoKwon ♥ Xiah ♥ Lee Ha-Yi ♥ JYP ♥
My favourite rapper... ♥ G.D ♥ Tasha ♥ Gary ♥ 
My favourite dancer... ♥ Hyun-A ♥ 

MANY MORE INDEED!  Tons of hearts for them.  Their passion, their effort, their love, their lyrics, their fans service, really.... Words is not nuff to express what's deep in me towards them all!!! Kpop market is growing! Soon my bias will be known by the world! Teeheeee...though some already are! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥



Lastly, introduce to you ~ B.A.P - Its All Lies ~




♫♪ Diary: Lexy ♥ KPOP

Lazy

It's over. :) return to the lazy life again. Laze for another couple of days and shall tidy up my mood as well as some stuff to get back to 219 soon. Sigh. life life... Results are out soon too. on the 19th.  How will it be?  Hmm......

♫♪ Diary: Lexy ♥ ___.

5 Sept 2012

found a job on the net. So... Am starting to work tomorrow for 3 days! pheww~  All of sudden.  although only for 3 days, but...am a lil afraid. too long never work dehh. luckily this time is with ma bro.  at least, there is someone with me to take this. heh~




♫♪ Diary: Lexy ♥ Money!!

想幸福的人

这首歌，我想道出了很多人的心声。 我喜欢她的歌词。 =想幸福的人= Rainie Yang 丞琳

而这首歌的微电影，很特别。 : )



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昨天，今天。 这日子特别有几年价值。因为... 在我没有准备之下，或许.... 就只有几分钟的考虑时间， 我先用了未来钱。 =D

昨天28日，权生日，而我买了New Ipad。 嘻～～ 虽然，可是，是二手的 : ) 可能没有很需要。可是我觉得很方便。 我的初衷不是要用来玩游戏的 而是我很想学韩文。 TTMIK  ^^
有了你，或许我会更有毅力，更有冲劲去学。 所以我一毕业，就要还很多债了。 学业债，父母债，礼物债，Ipad债，人情债，还有朋友债！


我会还的。 =D
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♫♪ Diary: Lexy ♥ xoxo