Its my choice =)

I am not continuing advanced diploma anymore =) 

Actually its not a sudden decision. Its complicated, perhaps I should say. ARgh~ not gonna think about that anymore, stick to the current first, FIND JOB!

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Duh! I don't know where should I go. Too limiting myself in SUNWAY, transport will ALWAYS be the problem. As a fresh graduate from Hotel Management, can I apply for admin clerk? can I get to be HR assistant?

Err...IDK =.= Apply first, don't mind about all the requirements. 

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Genting and Sunway

Sigh~ Another matter. Friends asking me to go Genting, but she wants me to stay in Sunway. MASALAH! Why I still can't make decision on my own? LJY, don't always listen to people anymore alright? Apart from Genting and Sunway, there are still tons of corporation out there. 

I need time to think

Sigh~ WISH ME LUCK

Can you see?

It has been a week I did not share my words. It simply because of the stupid wire. It was broken. Sweat right?  gimme a MashiMaro face =.= Okay now, without wasting any saliva, lets get blog awake. Haha

Obeying mama's thought, I joined Advanced Diploma. Hello TARC, I am back! But this time, there has no one with me, sad enough. I am no longer staying in hostel anymore, to save money. And ACTUALLY, I save only about RM50? LOL and because of this RM50 I have to wake early in morning, attend class with my snoozing face.

I've already got an conclusion on how my life would be in these 2 years. Now I am just waiting the time to prove me right. MG! starting to be pessimistic again. *sob*

"Life maa, when not tired?"

A friend of mine popped this sentence into the chat box. Its so damn true. I know everyone will get tired and will get bored of the life. Wake before sunrise, squeezing in the public transport, waiting the buses, stressing by assignments or work loads... A lot more! It depends on us, how we wanna see that situation. But I am really tired. I know you all would say that, just a 20years old girl but started to complain about the life. I am afraid also. Sometimes I just could not overcome my fears. T____T Would I get into the headline in papers one day? sigh~ long way to go.

Lies are surrounding me. I've created lots of lies too, I mean to myself. =) I lied that I can be independent. I lied that I can be braver. I lied that I am not afraid of the surroundings. I lied that I can do it better the next time. But I can't. It's time for me to add oil for myself. Yeah, I am so desperately needing "oil" to boost up my confidence. 

I am losing everything. Yes! Its everything! Sad enough. No one can help but myself right, I know. But sometimes, when one wants to apply the principles in the life, its difficult! Its tough.

Thanks to those who said Hi and talked to me.

Thanks to those who lent me your hand.

Thanks to those who appreciate my effort.

Thanks to those who trusted me.

Thanks to those who hearted me so much.

also 

Thanks to those who hurt me much enough.

Thanks to those who backstabbed me.

Thanks to those who laughing behind me.

Thanks to the strange staring at me.

Thanks to the critics.

 Big applause to all my FRIENDS!

OKAY~ I've done the post. Nothing else to vomit. Thats all for current me.

8TV

我刚刚看了SHOWDOWN 2010。TOP12要淘汰一组。而。。。。。我相信我支持的组合不会被淘汰啦。因为呢～我眼光好 haha 

这一集很好看！OMG!煞到我了 blek～ 当然，毕竟我不是评审，我不懂跳舞，所以我也不会评，不会说谁跳很好，谁不好的。我只能靠我自己的感觉，我的直觉，我的眼睛和感官，和用心来感受这场比赛。（不要说我肤浅 >.< ）

不过很可惜的，我没能到现场观看这场比赛。遗憾～ 唉！现场看一定很震撼吧？因为Live on stage和在电视上看直播的感觉是很不同的。不过我相信一定还有机会的！毕竟现在才TOP11而已嘛～ ^^ 我...如果没看错的话，我看到XianXian and Step.LOL 我能确定那个是XianXian啦～ Step的话不太确定。不过真的很像！他穿格子衬衫，戴白色Cap。=）

天！我真的很喜欢看这类运动 xD （是运动吧？）不知道我几时才能去学呢？ 唉～ 又是老问题，老烦恼 =.=

每次看到这种比赛，我都会有一种莫名的感觉，很感动的。看Dreamz是这样，现在也是这样。我很想be involved, but...我的destiny就只是乖乖的听话，好好的读书，脚踏实地的工作。

就这样吧。

yeah~ 明天终于不用被困在家了hoho～

我要去滑直排轮和看电影

^^

XOXO

～The End～

米修米修

She is pretty right?

(whos "she" xD)

This she? xD

its hot there!

we were being charged xD

3 flowers behind *.*

 I don't know how to check in >.<

forgot to tell, I am DHT student hahaha

The shapo behind me said want to take picture at that particular place

>。<

 Another shapo asked me to posed followed the gongzai board

hahaha...and I followed ^^

Sisters

Cher Ping LL Qee Jack Mush

lesbians~ xD

oc o..terbalik jorrr

na! Cher and I.

Waiting for bus >.<

LASTLY

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>.<

Again... Myself! LOL

I wanna tell you, I love outing with you guys!

and I am addicted to Genting Highland already.

I know the theme park facilities are a bit outdated.

but...still fun right? People still going^^

so do I.

Next time I wanna go with

.Ping aka sohpo

.Cher aka Auntie

.Mush aka 8po haha

.TingTing

.Qee

.Mao aka Dajie

.K Y ^^

.Steph aka sohpo also XD

.CK

Mao KY Steph CK were the nicest friend that I've met in the hotel

I love them so much!

XOXO

Don't know hows their life now.

Is everything okay? 

Do they miss me? HAHAHA

I miss you

Okay. Thats all for tonight.

I wanna continue my 梁慕橙 dy

^^

THE END

so nice

"I don't want to walk this earth if I gotta do it solo"

 SOLO by IYAZ

^^

OMG! I like this lyrics

very meaningful to the singles

LOL

“把手借我，一天一分钟”

亲人 by 丁当

So nice!

THE END

So bored at home!!!

Let you see my Genting moments

I fall in love with Genting Outdoor already

First game we played *Elephant*

wahaha. This was not childish at all, feel so young btw HAHA

We went for boat afterwards, and what I got was sunburnt! 

My thigh was getting darker and darker. Stupid me, never put sunblock

sigh~

 

I like this so much! I am cute right?  say yes say yes!

LOLx

haiz...sat at the front-est roll WTF

 not shiok at all, look at my face =.=

LOL， this bus...very familiar right?

Everyone who goes Genting sure will take photo with this bus

I also don't know whats so nice about the bus

but I took quite a number of pictures~ xD

We Q-ed for the 老爷车.....very nice eh! hahha

Sitting with pingping was right! because she carried cam with her!  

We don't know them.

hahahaha....but we hi-ed..and bye-ed! LOL

LieLee so lucky that day, she got duckie #1 ! haha

*a small bear*

neh! can u see the bear? haha

We were heading for SPACE SHOT!!! yay yay~

Darn love! shiokshiokshiok!!!

xD

Counting 123....xD

Gotta check in later~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

*The deluxe room was even smaller than standard one*

*or was that room a deluxe? ==*

the 4D motion master with the title of "Haunted House"...xD

OMG! geli geli!! Go for turtle vision, don't watch this...

OMG!!! How come I look so "chan" 1?

and they din't even tell me that....so bad ar~

I love my purple jacket so much!

Because it makes me look thinner

its a good way to hide the "extra" WAKAKA

gonna buy more jackets d~

- THE END -

FACEBOOK

我没有很想你
我只是在早上醒来的时候，看看手机，有没有你发来的信息

，有没有你的未接来电。

我没有很想你
我只是在上网的时候，首先关注你的空间，看看你最近是不是有更新。

我没有很想你
我只是在聊天的时候，翻阅你发给我的短信，看着你的照片，回忆一下那些美好时光

我没有很想你
我只是饿了会想你饿么，冷了想你会冷么

我没有很想你
我只是走在大街上看到男男女女，好希望那一对对里有我们


我没有很想你
我只是把你的来电调成唯一的铃音，放在我身边，并时不时的看看是否自动关机，是否信号良好

我没有很想你
我只是在吃小吃的时候，想如果你能和我一起吃，那该是多幸福的事啊

我没有很想你
我只是在听歌的时候，偶尔会被某句歌词击中，脑中出现短暂的空白

我没有很想你
我只是想看看你的样子，听听你的声音

我没有很想你
我只是在别人无意提起你的时候，愣在那里，不知答话

我没有很想你
我只是在睡前紧握着手机，等待着你的情话，等待着你说晚安

我没有很想你
我只是睡不着的时候想想你，但是，我不知道我是因为睡不着而想你，还是因为想你而睡不着

我没有很想你
我只是在每次醒来的时候，第一个想到你……

如果两个人都在想念彼此，那一定是一对很幸福的恋人。

Tears

SNSD - Tears (Romanization)




[taeyeon] hayan byol bichi eegaman odumi
[taeyeon] jo moriso nal milo naego itjyo
[sunny] hwanhan mi soro geudaereul bara man bwado
[sunny] nan ee iroghe jaguman morojyo gayo

[tiffany]*geudaereul boreumyon geudaereul chajeumyon
[tiffany] baramee dwi oso naegyote wajwoyo
[seohyun] amudo moreuge ana jooseyo
[seohyun] naega geudaereul neugil soo itdonrok
[seohyun] geudaen geurohge onjena nae gyote

[yuri] paran haneul ee geudal mooldeul in gojyo
[yuri] nae sarangeul araborigi joneh
[jessica] nal bomyo seulpo marayo nae mam noonmolye yemireul andamyon
[Jessica] geudaedo ije ooseul sooga issuyo

[taeyeon] *geudaereul boreumyon geudaereul chajeumyon
Haessali dwioso nae gyote wajwoyo
[tiffany]Hwanhan misoro bichwo juseyo
Naega geudaerul neugil soo obsodo
Geudaen geurohge onjena naegyote

[seohyun] Love~ naye ee noraega yongwonhan naye baraem deul chorom
Geudae eh do deurinayo
[taeyeon] Iroghe soomanheun choo ogeul namgigo
[all]Ojik nan geurae man saengak haneun de

Geudaereul booreumyon geudaereul chojeulmyun
Bitmoolee dwe oso naegyote wajwoyo
[taeyeon]Oosan sok naege sogsagyum juseyo
Geudaereul naegado saranghaetdago
Geuraesp naega dp apeudogo

Rarara~

[Jessica]Ottoke haeyajin halsoo itnayo
Geudael jongmal saranghae nae ma eum eul
Ijen ottoke naye ee sarangeul

[taeyeon]Gogi issuyo jigeum geudaereul
Geu srarangeul ijeneun naega … I love you

 
 
 
SNSD -Tears (English Translation)



The white starlight, the black darkness
is pushing me away from far
When i look at you with my smile
I always become farther apart

*When i call you, when i look for you
Come to me as the wind
Hug me in secret
So i can feel you
You are always next to me

The blue sky has dyed you.
Before you find out about my love
Don't feel bad for me, if you understand my tears
you will be able to laugh too

* When i call you, when i find you
Come to me as the wind
Hug me in secret
So i can feel you
You are always next to me

Love~ Like my song is my wind forever
Do you hear it too?
You leave so many memories
I only think about you

When i call you, when i find you
Come back to me as the rain
Whisper to me under the umbrella.
I loved you more
so i am hurting more

LaLaLa

How can i convey it to you
My heart that really loved you
How is my love
over there, like that
That love I will now...I love you

19/4/2010

YES! I am free from today onwards.
Darn darn happy now!


I wanna be a real pig after I have clean up my house
yohoooo~
real pig ^^


Hope all my friends can pass their resit papers
God bless *wishing*



- The End -

=.=

The report is tougher than what I thought.

I started to worry about it.

Tension.

Does it have to be so thick like a text book?

I am not a writer duh.

Future

Don't be afraid.
Be brave!
Impossible is nothing.
Just do it!


I WANNA GO UK - LJMU






- The End -

Destruction

My life is destructing, by the polluted environment, by the people living in this environment, by the sick society, and by my ownself. But I still love life! I love my dad, I love my brothers, I love my meow, and sometimes, I love my family...

I am facing some problems, very minor one, very minor......but I just couldn't  control, change, nor solve it. Well...still have to face it, no matter what. All I can do is just keeping myself in good mood. I know it is tough, but I have to try.

Because of the problems... I've ruin people's life as well
So...I cannot be so capricious anymore



Um......I am very upset, and I am very tired of pretending infront of the people.
I am very lazy to answer those questions, again and again.
Is there any place that I don't have to talk much, and people won't ask me questions?
in coffin...maybe



Just let me being a pessimist for some time.
Please bear with me.
*appreciate*



- The End -

Can I be a paid Trainee?

Being the staff of any company, no matter which position are you in
you will still be tension (one day)
Why? Because you are the staff!
When you are engaging to the guest, you represent the company.
Your boss is expecting you to know everything,
serve the guest well, do well in your job
and has little mistake (or zero)
A very important thing, staff is linked with responsibility and stress
He is accountable for every single thing he has done, and getting the stress =.=



But trainees don't. ^^
I don't mean that trainees can skip away from responsibilities
just they are under training, so everything is forgivable
LOL am I thinking too innocent?



A friend of mine, reminds me that I still got 5 more days AS A TRAINEE in the hotel.
time passes so quick. Only 5 more days, and I am gonna leave T_T
I will never have chance to be TRAINEE anymore
unless my employer asks me to.

Though this hotel isn't a high pay one, but I will miss this hotel.
I had a thought of working in this hotel actually.
because I have already used to the atmosphere of working
and the people there ( some laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa )
Well...just a thought. =\
Its too far away from my house
and my mom will most probably asks me to apply in Sunway
T_____________T



Where should I go

Can I be a PAID TRAINEE?
sigh~