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Everything is temprorary.

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

决心!

我也想变漂亮。
谁不想?
我也想变瘦。
哪个胖妞不是这样想?
可是不付诸行动,怎么行?
如果体重计的数字无法唤醒你,
真的无言以对了。
李潔儀,拿出决心。Be determined!
想着敌人嘲笑自己的模样,一定可以的!
♫♪ Diary: Lexy ♥ myself!

Tuesday, January 22, 2013

四天三夜

 
 四天三夜架势启程
为什么架势呢? Hehh…
没想到以便宜价格租车,
也能够租到一部马仕达和Sylphy
因为开始就觉得,噢~租车,都是myvi 那些的啦
虽然只是马仕达,但下车走路都有风啊~~~
虚荣心发作了一下。
 
 
 
蔡康永说:旅行是消除无知和仇恨的最好方法。
但是这一趟旅程,摆脱不了我的仇恨。亦更加深了我的无知。
可能没有仇恨那么严重,但最起码,我依然讨厌。
怎么办,EQ竟然降了那么多。
是那么的多!遇上的人与事,怎么竟然更显得自己的无知。
我到底怎么了。
好在看的事变多了,视野广阔,就不会再钻牛角尖吧。
 
 
有好的回忆,回忆起依然会捧腹大笑。
亦有不好的,伤心的。那些微不足道,却不愿意回首的事。
我很想很想把这趟旅程的字字句句写下来。
深怕我忘了。可是,我没那心情。只能简单的说故事。
 
我旅程中的daddy mommymommy是换了不少,三个!
但最最最有趣的,最爆笑无厘头的,还是,你奶头的主人
哈哈哈哈哈哈!
 
 
快乐崇拜:
最最让我开心的,是那两晚我们可以玩扑克牌游戏。
玩的意犹未尽,更被隔壁旅客投诉。
Haaaa? Mehh Waaaa??
船长船长船长,撑船撑船撑船!
太好玩了。你知道,我可以很不顾形象的大笑姑婆样。
还有娱乐我们的平静与左色琳。他们是每一位的开心果。
快乐的moment,不是在车上,就是在金马伦。
谢谢这小部分让我开心的朋友。
还有朋友的狗狗JoJo! 它太卡瓦伊了!竟然可以被罚站
能让我真正笑出来的,依然只有这是小动物。 J
我想我是有点自闭侵向了。
 
 
复杂人生:
泛起的不满,只因一些我不在乎的人。
不在乎,但依然让我复杂了好一阵子。
不好的印象持续来临。做什么事我都看不顺眼。
真抱歉,我品性不好。我有点厌倦你。
坦诚没事的。我不喜欢虚伪的人类。
 
 
伤无赦:
莫过于别人一直在语言上侮辱动物。
真的很讨厌!我不是圣人,我也是吃荤的。
可是我不会像你们一样。不是在做比较。
只是我觉得凡事都有很多角度。
不是只有单反面。你可以继续用你的高人一等眼眶看人。
同样的,别人也会以有色眼镜回敬你。
 

我想就这样吧。图再后补。
 
 
悄悄的我走了, 正如我悄悄的来; 我挥一挥衣袖, 不带走一片云彩。
 
 
 
 
 
♫♪ Diary: Lexy Travel

Monday, December 24, 2012

2012

Am one of the weird that fancy examination.
Because only at this period, I gain better understanding on what I learnt.
Well...at least for 50%.
 
 
But, for this semester...only this crazy semester...
I hate examination very much!
I hate every single mid-term, every test, every quiz.
even presentation!
 
The heavy workload was killing me, in fact...killed me!lol
It lowered my motivation to study, as compared to previous exams.
It made me sick of those notes!
I have the puking feeling all nights of revision.
my stomach is so upset!!!
How to study in this mode?
Not to mention tomorrow is Christmas Eve. lol
 
 
 
SO DEMOTIVATED!
Wish to fastforward my life to January 21st!
I want to start my internship immediately so that
I could have the fund to go Universal Studio!
so looking forward to it.
hope it will come true!
^^
 
 
 
Temporary put aside the load,
am gonna enjoy my Christmas dinner with friends!
 
 
 
 
♫♪ Diary: Lexy Holidays!

Thursday, November 22, 2012

Glad

To every little good thing in life, CHEERS!



Yay! Finally I've done the thesis for my last semester.

This is really a nightmare to me!

Hell...finally I've done.

After the adjustment on alignment, 

I am so gonna dump you away in the recycle bin!




HEH!


♫♪ Diary: Lexy ♥ Sleeping

Friday, November 16, 2012

duffq!

Super hate it when people say this agency is all by talent and another agency is by the cover.Wtf? How many of you think that the "talent" you are admiring is 100% NATURAL? who knows, they might already been sent for cosmetic fixing? If that "cover" do not possess "talent", do you think they can survive in that dynamic industry? If that agency don't emphasize on cover, then why at first place ask celebrity A to undergo diet? since cover is not important for them, 
they only look for talent. then just let it be la!  don't have to waste time on keeping the "cover" right,  because the "talent" you mentioned is sufficient!



FOOL!






♫♪ Diary: Lexy ♥

Monday, November 12, 2012

Colors Of the Wind

Vanessa Williams – Colors of the wind


You think you own whatever land you land on  The earth is just a dead thing you can claim  But I know every rock and tree and creature  Has a life, has a spirit, has a name 
Are the people who look and think like you  But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger  You'll learn things you never knew you never knew 
Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon  Or asked the grinning bobcat why he grinned?  Can you sing with all the voices of the mountain?  Can you paint with all the colors of the wind?  Can you paint with all the colors of the wind? 
Come run the hidden pine trails of the forest  Come taste the sun-sweet berries of the earth  Come roll in all the riches all around you  And for once, never wonder what they're worth 
The rainstorm and the river are my brothers  The heron and the otter are my friends  And we are all connected to each other,  In a circle, in a hoop that never ends 
Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon  Or let teh eagle tell you where he's been  Can you sing with all the voices of the mountain?  Can you paint with all the colors of the wind  Can you paint with all the colors of the wind 
How high does the sycamore grow?  If you cut it down, then you'll never know 
And you'll never hear the wolf cry to the blue corn moon  For whether we are white or copper-skinned  We need to sing with all the voices of the mountain  Need to paint with all the colors of the wind  You can own the earth and still  All you'll own is earth until  You can paint with all the colors of the wind



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This song is just beautiful!
I think I know Pocahontas this disney film.
But I am sure never watched before.
and I heard this song on LCWMC wedding.

from tonton livestream of course.


It's so touching!

So........maybe for mine in future too? lol

凌晨。当机

还是一样.
no improvement in communication
at all.
Stuck on telling about my thoughts.
want this and that to be done.
But afraid of objections.


wanted to tell my ideas
seems everybody like a businessman
on mobiles & tablets.
can't grasp the best time for discussion
knew, can't just say lets start
lets....lets.........this and that.
can't.


just wanted to achieve better result
i know, result is whatever
but not anything worse than the *grade*
peace. everybody has different demand.
yes. like you, everything learnt has unlearn.
same.

我们思维不同。想法截然不同。要求更是天壤之别。

on this last semester, i pray.
for a peaceful one.
lotsa happiness. lotsa good memories.
for a blessed last semester.
day of wonder. >.<
and no argument. 


♫♪ Diary: Lexy ♥ assignments.

Sunday, November 11, 2012

...

Sigh. Traders. 
I want to go Traders!!!!!!!!!
Really have no idea how she select.
Speechlesssssss
and why reduce the intake to only 4?
From 15 to 4, is a great amount
deng.

Really don't want to end up in Putra Place again
/though got/
ZZZZZ

So, gotta be interviewing at JWMarriot
5* though, but.....
*sigh*



♫♪ Diary: Lexy ♥

Thursday, November 8, 2012

Dufffff..

Knew, but to apply, to take action
is not easy as one thought.
Damn, am in stray again.





Frankly, I hate copy and paste
particularly ASSIGNMENT.
not that I am able to do or I am that smart like I know everything
just, am a coward of afraid being caught
I don't want to risk.
To convince is not my strength.
sigh. typical.





Decided, and very firm on my thought
of not applying the summer course.
firstly financial issue.
secondly the workload. =.=
getting a degree is never easy, I know
but I rather step out to the working world earlier,
to gain better experience than the theories or research
kinda regret of enrolling to advanced dip.
should have speak up. 
should have. sigh





so looking forward to my internship!
meaning I gonna say byebye to TARC and ASSIGNMENTS!!!
though there is assignment in the real tough world too. 
life is not easy life is not easy.




加油加油!



♫♪ Diary: Lexy ♥

Monday, October 22, 2012

If I say, Rest In Peace

Something bad has happened once more.
Something that happened at such an unexpected moment.
Something that is not good, and something that we don't wanna see
or hear.

It's tough to bear with this news, 
that you are leaving,
to heaven.

I smile, when I see the tag.
because I thought it was a joke or kind of awkward fun 
that you guys playing. 
But, one and two and three and four...
I started to feel guilt about my weird thinking
Its real,
that you are gone forever. :(

We are not close. But, its uneasy for me to accept this fact,
not to mention your family and bffs.

R.I.P Mabel. You will not be forgotten.


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才相隔两天,竟然能够听见这种噩耗,两次!
老天爷很不公平的夺走了两位的短暂人生,
留下了很大痛苦给他们的亲朋戚友。
尤其他们还那么的年轻。

继申东靖和美佩的离开,更让我明白人生无常这句话。
你不会知道你的生命尽头是在几月几号,
或几点钟,和谁在一起。
要珍惜眼前人,身边人,不要大吵大闹给人添麻烦。
因为你昨天生气的那个人,今天或许就这样走了。
人生,不可虚度。


以此警惕自己。
生命何其短暂,一定要好好生活。













♫♪ Diary: Dear friend, RIP.

Sunday, October 21, 2012

淌血

艰苦的生活,
很努力想要改变现状的小子
成功了一半,却得了忧郁症。
方刚少年,逝于29岁。


在Facebook看到那新闻时,眼睛差点没掉出来。

他是我小时候的偶像。那时候很喜欢看他主持的恶童探险记。

现在感觉鼻子还是酸酸的。

真的很想喊说为什么会这样。

一个为了生活很努力的人,无法长命。

而那些漫无目的,虚度光阴的人却长命百岁。

可悲。或许这才是他真正的解脱吧。






李水清!愿你下辈子会得到父母完全的爱!这辈子,辛苦你了!



♫♪ Diary: Lexy ♥ 申东靖

Friday, October 12, 2012

娱乐很贵。

在戏院看电影
漂亮的衣服
漂亮的One-piece
昂贵的内在美
31号雪糕
吃大餐
天天珍奶
毕业旅行
普通假日旅行
生日庆祝 

我都无法负担。这些可能对别人来说是必需品。
但对于小康再小康的我而言,全是奢侈品。
或许偶尔我也会接触到这些如毕业旅行什么的可是,
我也是存钱再存钱。但会花掉。
然后到头来,
还是存不到钱。而向家人要赞助。
觉得很落魄。 


所以现在我可以不去看电影,就不去!
继续穿旧衣服,我没关系!
没有好料吃,我不在乎!
吃泡面也可以撑饱肚子。
小钱,慢慢一点一点,就可以有一百,两百。
虽然到最后可能还是会再要赞助去毕业旅行,
可是至少一半是自己存下来的钱。省吃俭用,我也可以很开心。

♫♪ Diary: Lexy ♥ Money

Saturday, October 6, 2012

My bias.

Have been listening to kpop since my diploma year.
5 years till date? not quite long but being a kpop fans is an never ending road.
:)

time factor, emotions, mentality, this and that...and some nonsense reason
so I actually switches my mind in being loyal to my bias
from Cassiopeia - TVXQ to Hottest - 2PM
in between I guess there should be somebody before to my final id - Hottest. HAHA

I like BigBang as well, but am not their VIP.
I like 4 Minute as well, but not a 4nia.
I like Wonder Girls too, they are great.
I like 2AM, so much, but am already a Hottest. =( But its okay cuz both AMPM formed One Day!
2NE1, f(x), SuJu, B.A.P and ......too many to be listed down.


However, instead of being just Hottest, 
I do have some others vocals or rappers that is in my heart
they are just so superb whom made me fell in love with just a song.
there are so many rappers, vocalists, dancers...
so...I have my bias and gonna list some down to remind myself not to be too "flower heart"
*burble*

My favourite vocalist...
♥ IU ♥ Hyorin ♥ Jong Kook Oppa ♥ JoKwon ♥ Xiah ♥ Lee Ha-Yi ♥ JYP 

My favourite rapper...
♥ G.D ♥ Tasha ♥ Gary ♥ 

My favourite dancer...
♥ Hyun-A ♥ 


MANY MORE INDEED! 
Tons of hearts for them. 
Their passion, their effort, their love, their lyrics, their fans service, really....
Words is not nuff to express what's deep in me towards them all!!!
Kpop market is growing! Soon my bias will be known by the world!
Teeheeee...though some already are! 




Lastly, introduce to you ~ B.A.P - Its All Lies ~





♫♪ Diary: Lexy KPOP