代班发呆

闷！闷！超级闷！

今天有位同事请病假。我和另一位都晴天霹雳。T-----T
LOL 事因我们需要到她的位子执行任务。
我们真的很怕坐在她的位子。
老板不恐怖！ 恐怖的是他的时间表！真的很OMG!!!
每个时段都排得满满的。会议，研讨，presentation，launching，什么的～
当个老板真的，真的，真的不容易呀！
处理繁忙的业务至于，又要午餐应酬，同时又要监督下属的工作表现等的。

话说回来，我觉得闷，是因为......
坐在那里真的是在等时间过而已！因为在colleague的位子上不到去我自己的lotus
打开后直接会link到老板和colleague的lotus。
所以啊～ 我真的不懂要做什么好。上facebook又不是，坐着又不是，
唉～
另一恐怖事件就是要接电话啊！
幸运的话，没有人call来问老板时间表。
幸运的话，没有人call来book appointment。
幸运的话，没有另一个老板打来找老板。
但如果相反呢，真的很头疼。
因为不了解老板，不能随意帮老板arrange appointment等等的。
 
总结：我今天的工作，有四个小时在放空发呆。
 
 
 
♫♪ Stop here! Bye People, Bye Lexy with ♥

Obsession

 

Proceed or hold??

I need a companion.
who will share with me, play with me, study with me, sing with me, hang aroung with me,
jalan-jalan and kutuk-kutuk with me.......
I don't want to be alone.

 
The Adv Dip life. The TARC life. >.< I just couldn't be that independent.
Everything have to be done by ownself.
I just couldn't get over it. Am a failure in this aspect. ARGH!!!!!



I think the "support" doesn't work on me. No matter how much I got,
no matter how much u've given, no matter whatsoever........
I.....am just like that. Still like that. And will be the same tooooo in future.
Um......Im weird. >.<



Uncountable labels which some defines, and some aren't.
I am so crybaby recently. A word, a song, video, even the tunes.........
Deeply touched my wounds.



I can't even communicate with the family, how far can I go in this society?

But I'll try to 

=)

!@#$%^&*P*&^%$

@#%^&&*$$#Q$@pp23%#$%#$mm$%@#$%$^$%$# !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   

没答案

林一心 - 没答案

专辑：日出 EP

抬头看见这片天空 有点昏暗
我差点忘了自己的模样
在生活的海洋 我们习惯了流浪
所有方向 都不算是方向

每个人都说走下去 要更勇敢
没有人告诉我 该怎么办
爱一个人多难 像摘不下的月亮
我的天堂 不是你的天堂

没答案 没答案 所有的问题
始终没答案
拥有过后又怎样

没答案 没答案
我的身上 长不出翅膀
你却要求我 飞翔

我们拥抱不安
人生这所有孤单
那是因为我们想逃
我的浮夸你的敏感
我们的倔强
 
 
 
 
而我的烦恼，始终也没答案。♫♪ Stop here! Bye People, Bye Lexy with ♥

Open heart. Open mind.

Bullshitting with the sincerity.I scorn you.        ♫♪ Stop here! Bye People, Bye Lexy with ♥

我爱黑涩棒棒堂

不小心，又迷上了这个台湾节目。喜欢看的原因不外乎真的有很多帅哥美女。撇开化不化妆，素颜不素颜的，他们会打扮已经赢啦！（笑）毕竟现今大众都以外观来衡量一切了嘛对不对。  曾经我也是ASTRO集集追。厚～好久以前的事了。都已经停用ASTRO好几个世纪了。唉～都没在播了。我那时看的还是“我爱黑涩会”。过后出男生版的是“模范棒棒堂”。现在更合并了，叫“我爱黑涩棒棒堂”。酷哦！我喜欢蚊子！超帅超可爱。还会breaking！模仿MV舞蹈更是一两天就搞定。她在节目说过，学Wilber的舞也才用了两个晚上看MV学会来的。真的超酷超屌！重点是，她是女的。舞蹈这种东西，没错是没有没男女之分啦～ 不过我还是很佩服她！  好了来，另外喜欢的是糖果。也是最近才喜欢上看她的。因为她的舞蹈进步神速。（LOL）以前她跳蔡依林的舞蹈啊，我都一边播一边上网，可能是因为她刚开始学舞的关系吧，不太有力。可是她变了！（哈） 不一样的糖果，她跳舞都很有味道。加上外形。Sweeeeet like candy!! ^^  以下的简单说好了。呵呵。洪诗，真的很漂亮！MeiMei，瘦身成功变性感了加跳舞超级Sexxxay,尤其是HyunA的Change!!!以前的筱婕和Vicky，可爱！ LOLx 可是现在都没有她们了。    男生的话，是说以我的标准啦，帅的不多。Hmmmmm....鲔鱼是我目前看到最不错的了。 =)自己去找照片吧！我没看过棒棒堂～我都是在黑涩棒看到他们的。因为来来去去就那几位。你知道.....呵～  为什么马来西亚没有这些节目的？应该是本地帅哥美女不多吧，还是本地较低调 （大笑）....可是明明在facebook可以看到很多那些page让你来like的。如果本地有这种节目就好。一个可以让一些美眉底迪们实现小梦的平台。     ♫♪ Stop here! Bye People, Bye Lexy with ♥

I like home. A haeng bo home.

Misses the time when we were staying at the villa with pool in Malacca. What was that villa called? I wish to go again. No doubt that there were a bit far off, but I like to squeeze in a small house with the right gang. Its a haeng bo thing. ♥ I wish to have that haeng bo feeling again. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥   I like this kind of feeling. I like home. A haeng bo home. Cute couple, with cute kiddies, I can imagine how sweeeet will that home be. I am so not sagittarius. LOL My horoscope, Sagittarius was described as one that always fight for freedom, one that couldn't be trussed up with marriage. But, I guess I am not.   Out of topic. XD I wanna go to that villa again! I wish time can be rewinded to that date. Um...wish I could create another sweeeeeeeeeeet memory in this villa again!!*Wishing*   People...how?        ♫♪ Stop here! Bye People, Bye Lexy with ♥

Fuck You ♥

Lily Allen - Fuck You

Look inside
Look inside
Your tiny mind
Then look a bit harder
Cos we're so uninspired
So sick and tired
Of all The hatred you harbour



So you say
It's not okay to be gay
Well I think You're just evil
You're just some racist
Who can't tie my laces
You're point of view is medevil



Fuck you, (fuck you)
Fuck you very very much
Cos we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch



Fuck you, (fuck you)
Fuck you very very much
Cos your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch



Do you get
Do you get A little kick out
Of being small minded
You want to be like your father
His approval your after
Well that's not how You'll find it



Do you
Do you really enjoy
Living a life that's so hateful
Cos there's a hole where your soul
Should be you're losing control of it
And it's really distasteful



Fuck you, (fuck you)
Fuck you very very much
Cos we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch



Fuck you
Fuck you very very much
Cos your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch



Fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you



You say
You think we need to go to war
Well you're already in one
Cos it's people like you
That need to get slew
No one wants your opinion



Fuck you, (fuck you)
Fuck you very very much
Cos we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch



Fuck you, (fuck you)
Fuck you very very much
Cos your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch



Fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you

很想轻抚你 所以避开你

郑秀文 - 不要惊动爱情
作曲： 欧阳业俊 作词：高皓正



很想轻抚你 所以避开你
宁愿用距离 去令你好奇
回避过眼神 先偷偷喘气
吩咐手臂 放在原地



全民浪漫太快 爱恋都走得快
才会迟迟未步向你 说一世爱护你



情太过汹涌像深海 而我却会忍耐
但求来日你醒过来 这份情像翅膀打开
还没有相拥别意外 神教会我等待
待情流像细水 才去承诺你
拿一生兑换爱



很心急拥抱 所以在祷告
求甜蜜以前 带着你漫步
游历过旅途 等一天终老
生老病死 一起细数



原来慢慢靠近 更珍惜这一吻
而我停留是为了你 要给予你护荫



情太过汹涌像深海 而我却会忍耐
但求来日你醒过来 这份情像翅膀打开
还没有相拥别意外 神教会我等待
待情流像细水 才去承诺你
拿一生兑换爱



能为爱恋学习按捺 情信寄进心内
但求能学会倚靠神 爱被驯服过更精彩
仍地老天荒亦不更改 时间永远等待
等你情愿那天 才去承诺你
无止境那份爱



我用沉默叫醒爱情
你用期待做你反应
继续行近直至开始爱




♫♪ Stop here! Bye People, Bye Lexy with ♥

无语录

我是一个   连走路会想哭躺着也想哭的怪异Emo人   ♫♪ Stop here! Bye People, Bye Lexy with ♥

还没找到

书本，课外我要加强我的英文以及华文水平！！光说无用，但我真的很没用缺乏了行动力。 唉～ 唉～英文差还有借口说因为不是母语。但是华文呢？！ 现在说华语都 lili lala的汗颜哪！ 不能够怪他人。全都"归功"于自己的不努力。=(   很难很难全是垃圾借口啦～再度汗颜。到底我需要的是鼓励？ 还是奚落呢？到底哪一种才能给予我行动力呢？太依赖了。 唉～连要个行动力都那么不容易。李潔儀啊李潔儀～        Add Oil!!加油！！Ganbate!!AzaAza Hwaiting!!!!!!     ♫♪ Stop here! Bye People, Bye Lexy with ♥

Listen to your heart

Sometimes we are just gonna listen to our heartIt will tell us what to do nextIt will guide us through it allNo worries. If its meant to be, just let it be.  Blink blink, take a slow and real deep breathease your mindlet go all the craps and rubbishthink clear and live "clear" You can do it! Trust yourself!AzaAza Hwaiting!!       ♫♪ Stop here! Bye People, Bye Lexy with ♥

我也希望自己是个不倒翁

  ♫♪ Stop here! Bye People, Bye Lexy with ♥