Future

Don't be afraid.
Be brave!
Impossible is nothing.
Just do it!


I WANNA GO UK - LJMU






- The End -

Destruction

My life is destructing, by the polluted environment, by the people living in this environment, by the sick society, and by my ownself. But I still love life! I love my dad, I love my brothers, I love my meow, and sometimes, I love my family...

I am facing some problems, very minor one, very minor......but I just couldn't  control, change, nor solve it. Well...still have to face it, no matter what. All I can do is just keeping myself in good mood. I know it is tough, but I have to try.

Because of the problems... I've ruin people's life as well
So...I cannot be so capricious anymore



Um......I am very upset, and I am very tired of pretending infront of the people.
I am very lazy to answer those questions, again and again.
Is there any place that I don't have to talk much, and people won't ask me questions?
in coffin...maybe



Just let me being a pessimist for some time.
Please bear with me.
*appreciate*



- The End -

Can I be a paid Trainee?

Being the staff of any company, no matter which position are you in
you will still be tension (one day)
Why? Because you are the staff!
When you are engaging to the guest, you represent the company.
Your boss is expecting you to know everything,
serve the guest well, do well in your job
and has little mistake (or zero)
A very important thing, staff is linked with responsibility and stress
He is accountable for every single thing he has done, and getting the stress =.=



But trainees don't. ^^
I don't mean that trainees can skip away from responsibilities
just they are under training, so everything is forgivable
LOL am I thinking too innocent?



A friend of mine, reminds me that I still got 5 more days AS A TRAINEE in the hotel.
time passes so quick. Only 5 more days, and I am gonna leave T_T
I will never have chance to be TRAINEE anymore
unless my employer asks me to.

Though this hotel isn't a high pay one, but I will miss this hotel.
I had a thought of working in this hotel actually.
because I have already used to the atmosphere of working
and the people there ( some laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa )
Well...just a thought. =\
Its too far away from my house
and my mom will most probably asks me to apply in Sunway
T_____________T



Where should I go

Can I be a PAID TRAINEE?
sigh~

倒数11天

现在的我，并不担心我的report要怎样写
我比较担心的是我的未来
只剩下11天，交了report
我就要想我未来的去路了
我真的真的不知道我要去哪里
决定了要做工一年
再看要继续Adv Dip 还是 Deg
可是问题是我要做哪一间？
（应该说哪一间要我，对吧？）
在实习的这几个月里面
进了HSK，F&B，还有现在的FO
要我长久在HSK，是不可能的
读了个Dip，还要洗厕所，整理房间
几个月或是一年，才升职
虽然HSK工作很开心，但是绝对不可以发生
我不想我的未来是这样

而F&B，我的第二个选择
可能捧托盘捧惯了，觉得很senang~ xD
但是但是！F&B也很难升 （好像）
最高不是给你个Asst Mgr 罢了（有机会的话）
不然就只达Spv lvl
当然～我在乎的就只是RM而已
现在我要向钱看！

最后就是FO了。
最讨厌的部门，因为太复杂了，令我兴趣缺缺
=。=
但是RM，其实很不错的
听senior说，她的朋友在xx酒店当FOA，
月薪可达RM5k
听到傻去，或许她很experienced啦～
但是因为那间的pt也很高，而且还有抽comm叻！
现在有点心动了
可是，FO真的真的很难！ 我不知道要花几久才可以学会 T_T



虽然我现在想职位的问题是来的太早
可是我想有个观念先，不想一辈子做打工仔
请原谅我向钱看 = \


*The End*

Jonathan Chong Wei Ern

Happy Belated Birthday!!!!!
LOL...again


Friends and I went Seremban find him LO
We bought a chocolate birthday cake for him LO
We went mamak yamcha LO
then I dipanggil KAKAK LO =.=
after that we went to the don't know what beach LO
we keng gai LO
we took pictures LO
were bored until wanna shoot video LO
and... I forgot =P


I really enjoyed this trip with them
long time I never felt so relax
was so tension before, haiz
yay~ I AM HAPPY!
*at least for now*


Thankyou friends,
for bringing me to beach
At last I listened to the sound of waves
so comfortable......
*never heard for years d~~~~~~~~*




Thanks Thanks Thanks, and Thanks
I LOVE YOU ALL

Di-Atas Brasserie

First day kena shoooot d
but its my fault, I cannot blame people right?





Haiz
My leg damn pain la!! ==

Hate to walk around...even there is only 2 or 3 tables occupied
Hate to act infront of the big bosses
Hate the big bosses of always showing the "bigboss" look (learn from Mr.W laa please)




grrrrrrrr........................................

Last day in Monkey Bar

Finally, here it comes to an end of my MonkeyBar Life
Taken few photos in MonkeyBar, but most of it
err...... couldn't be put in report (very informal)

Just  few pictures, pretty sad huh?
nvm...When Qee go there training I'll take again
hehehe

Although I don't really like the "woman" there
but overall, I am still okay with MonkeyBar
(take back my first post, haha)


Miss them...*-*
MonkeyBoss & Uncle Ant.

MonkeyBar x2

I love yesterday so much, because she was having her off day.
I am much more relax and happier without that 8po

and somemore~ LOL
Raj came to Monkey Bar yesterday...purposely come and walk around LOL
cari pasal with sister Samna
He is very nice you know, you can see from his expression
I mean, as compared with "other people" laaa
haha



Well~ although I was not really feeling good at the first day
but I will appreciate my precious days in Monkey bar
3 more days to go~



APPRECIATE tau!

Monkey Bar

第一天，我就讨厌了。
因为有一个很好笑的员工
X的！以为我天生就会做东西是啊？
没有教人就大大声的讲话
我鬼知道需要问客人要不要
明明就不是我下单的
他们都order了一tower的酒
是人一定会以为每一个人都喝酒嗒！
还要我一个一个问要不要喝酒 7sin!
还把我当狗叻～ 一个命令语言“lap” 就叫我抹桌子
还整天观察我，找机会骂我。 CB她啊！


我真的越想越气！
不想哭的，只是眼泪太闷，想出来而已
为什么他要在这个时候跟我讲话...会死人的好吗
唉～

谢谢Anthony，他只是看起来很凶很不friendly很厉害骂人很骄傲很......
其实一点都不。他还和我讲话，很温暖好嘛

哪里像其他的，看起来很友善，很好人，很.....
结果呢？ 一个一个lan ci 样

lanci我的后果就是被我lanci回！
真想一巴一巴盖过去
有机会我一定找朋友去借意泼酒在她身上
SHJB!!!



Manager...唉～ 其实也没有我想象中的好
他是很smart没错啦but...还蛮会吩咐人的嘛


是manager都是这样的吗？
真的天底下没有好人manager了吗？

Dream guy

Just only discovered something
those men I like...they were more or less the same
they have part of the characteristics that I am looking for in a man

成熟稳重
I need more mature and stronger guy, to make me feel safe and protected LOL

可爱笑容
Even if that guy isn't that good looking, but if he has a good smile, I am dead! LOL

不出口成脏
I really don't like to hear any JB/SH/... from my love one. Nobody likes right? LOL

语言
I am really sick of those who can speak international tone English. So adoreable...LOL

衣着打扮 
I only demand a smart looking guy. Dress up yourself guys~ It is very important! LOL
( 最爱西装打扮人士，哈哈）

生活情趣
Girls love romantic guy... Have you heard before the Beauty and the beast? Romance skills are so darn important and useful! LOL

知识学问
At least smarter than me LOL *easy~~~~*

兴趣嗜好
I prefer guys who love sports, or others thats better. SURE NOT COMPUTER GAMES!

主动一点
I like guys who will talk to me when we first meet, even though he is not handsome. ( He can be a malay/indian/bangla/indo/negro/african/mat salleh/......)
Yay! I am a weirdo...LOL





There are too many things that can make me fall in love with a guy
so~ I would like many guys at one time
bitchy huh? but I don't care =D

1/3/2010

I might not be as strong as I thought

but...

I am sure that I am not that weak as you think





Thanks for the concern =)








Still missing

=]

现在已经没有什么真正的快乐可言了




我现在



非常的空


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这些日子，应该很快过吧？

Happy CNY

Hi bs~
I am here to deliver you good and bad news
The good news is~~~~~~~
Tada!!
Theres an extra one day for my CNY leave!! yoohooo~~~~
(means i got 4 days leave d...hohoho)



but...I am freaky sick now T_T
headache + dry cough + flu
shittty body~ haiz
how could "uuu" fall ill during CNY





wish me luck!