原谅我就是这么一个嘴贱的人
可是只有在与相处愉快的人才会显得嘴贱,
才会说话不经大脑,蠢毙了
I owe myself a christmas gift
I owe myself a yearly trip to the world
Shall get to the nearer first
Its time for "messes clean-up trip"
Gambate!
我期待的生活是,
想要干嘛就干嘛,
想吃就吃,不想吃就是不想吃
想去哪里都有共同兴趣的人陪
想不用担心钱,说走就走的出游
想睡就睡,
开心就一起玩,不投机就各自玩
想要不需要什么都要解释的生活
活着已经够累了,难道还要为一些鸡毛做解释
想去演唱会,一个人也能够办到的心情
想要过自由,没人管的生活
不需要想前因后果,什么轮回等的过生活
可不可以简简单单就好
可不可以不要人前人后
可不可以每一天都是新的记忆
...
Make up your mind before telling
Be aware of the entire procedure before you disperse the news
Messy thing
Dont take things for granted.
No one in the world can truly understand this
Because human do it once a while.
Human gets more sentimental when they age. Perhaps it was of the fear of loss when people grow.
I just watched interstellar.
It touched deeply and my eyes were dry.
Never lose hope.
Never give up.
But people have their own reality to face anyway. Burden drags, the past did.
Gravity, save me now.
常说不要做让自己后悔的事
不要后悔,想做什么就做
可是怎么我一直一直都重复着让自己后悔
我后悔。
在马来西亚的时候,
我没钱,无法买票去看周杰伦演唱会
今年,杰伦到香港开演唱会
连开几天,我有钱了,可是没人陪我去看。
我在想,如果继续再等别人陪,不知道还会再错过什么
其实一个人的时候,就要做自己开心的事。好吧!就算没人陪,就算没有共同兴趣的友人,无所谓了,但不要再错过了。
还有,
Just jay 耳机,我会买到你!
来到了澳门,才学到了什么叫花钱
发生美好的事,要到餐厅庆祝
发生不美好的事,也要到咖啡店,嚷着说要把全部蛋糕吃光
每个月都要为自己买一份礼物,说是要犒赏自己这一个月的努力,天知道每天都是hea着过的
厨房柜子雪柜里堆满零食杯面冰淇淋巧克力,好让自己开心或不开心的时候有东西可以填饱心的空洞
过节换季也要添些新衣裳,羽绒那些很贵捏
虽然知道跑步是考体力而不是脚穿的球鞋,但是nike,adidas或nb至少要有一双的
在奢侈品当道的这国度里,很难忍得下手不买一些牌子,没有很贵,就几千
脂肪就容易堆积
钱嘛,哪有那么容易存
Wanna buy that Timberland boots but seems dont fit well on me.
Wanna buy loose powder but have no idea how were the users comment.
Wanna buy a sling bag but is that too big to bring around?
But am still gonna buy anyway.
Spending money to buy simple happiness.
Just like having a piece of hersheys chocolate, it feels so sweet and lovely!
Love having the same item with my friends
Be it just a mcd card
A tee, or a pair of shoes
Wearing and bringing the same stuff is one of the simple happiness in this sophisticated world.
*smile*
This miserable november, i thought i would have the happiest ever month of the year but totally the other way round.
:(
No nm sales.
Shift changed.
Partner change.
The $300 xc.
Counter marklist.
Housemate.
Washing machine.
Social circle.
Wtf!
十一月它待我很薄。
当身边的同事或朋友无法将你变得更好,既然连一起工作玩乐的时候还要看脸色,那就只能把眼睛蒙蔽,时运高看不见般,让一切顺其自然的发生。
你无法改变别人的看法,让不喜欢你的人变成喜欢你,所以不要想太多,有时候真的不是你的问题。把自己放第一位,记着了!
天下无不散之宴席
Forever only happens in dreams
Guess its time to grow a little
With the only hope that happiness stays
Dont worry! Life goes on!
:(
Hold strong my tears!
Its november, your holiday month!
Enjoy to the fullest, your last easy month!
Just bought another three books to my shelf. Seeing so many books in the store, many i would love to read but i cant get all of them one shot so, just three for now.
Though it seems i will not remember what ive read through, but since the book is with me, i can always read it again. Loves buying books, because it smells nice, that reading atmosphere is just so great! Reading calms me. :)
Its great catching up with you guys,
Somehow heartwarming.
Time to pick up the long lost -ship. :)
What is future when you dont feel secured in the current? Every result takes time with the presence of effort and endurance. Dont really like talking about future or plans because i am not interested with mine at all. Peaceful road, thats all i want.
Why would i feel a little sorrow at this hour? I really feel like crying. I just cant do a smile anymore.
Had this feeling in the middle of work too, maybe i dont like that kind of question, and i pity myself for reacting that way.
Like forcing me to say something i dont mean at all.
***
These shitty bum just need to go back to their smelly toilet bowl!
So cunning and unkind!
完全道出了我现在的状态(误)
不是啦!我只是买了极度干燥
嗯,终于有勇气一个人踏入这家干燥店
其实只是想绕个一圈出来
因为他家的tee我个人觉得好贵
只不过,这一绕就要了我两千多块葡币
但其实是划算的
因为买三件8折 (笑)
冬天我也打算买件风衣了,再加上两件T
这种三件八折的优惠对我最好了
虽然还是有点钱包破洞的感觉
而且也使我离ToryBurch的手袋更远了
我该绝食吗? 因为绝食一个月就买到了
哈哈!
Stepping into November soon! My favourite month of all because its my birth month!
No excitement is bigger than this because...um no reason is required!
What have i done so far? Did i become a better me? Did i learn and achieve something new? What should i get for myself this year? Serious questions.
What should i get?
So she just made my day!
Her voice is in doubting tone but still so cute! Just cant stop laughing to this wechat msg!
Do they even have the earphone?!
Everyone shares this room! You dont use earphone, fine! But at least volume down your phone to not interrupt each other!
Really hate to see these people when i am having my break. Frustrating!
I feel myself as a waitress rather than a host.
This guest stared at me and said so crazy because i could not serve her a cup of lemon water. But why should i serve when you are just adv card holder with impolite attitude?
Ridiculous!
Ignorance is not good. Dont show it on anyone, nobody deserves being ignored. :)
Unless both of you are enemy-to-be.
I must be crazy that i attended to these crazies.
No next time. I rather being named a coward than to hold myself awake during the night.
I am a very timid person. Am afraid of dark. :(
But to socialize a little so i agreed to watch annabelle.
Though its not as scary as i thought, but somehow there were parts that made me feel creepy.
Then, its ju-on now. Gosh! My nightmare has come. I kinda like watching horror movies because of my curiousity, but the truth is i am scared at the same time.
But this ju-on....................sigh.
Fingers crossed. Please allow me to enjoy instead of sobbing at the end.
Overwhelmed by the workload today! I truly believe that there exists a spell on this company where employees are cursed to have a lot more work than usual when the time of going off is near. It was like assisting in redeeming all sorts of item in every second! Just few seconds difference between every slips! Be it vouchers, comps, fnb, checking xc... Sigh! Totally exhausted when everyone was so busy and no one was free to offer a hand! Pray that there was not any mistake in every means!
Duh...
And it has broken many hearts!
😐
Chances are for the bosses' babies,
Not for the ambitious you.
Internal politics involve everyone
Even the silent you.
Its just a matter of sooner or later.
I remember there was this "Teachers' pet" title back in high school.
So, are you "Bosses' pet" now?
像摩卡这种不三不四的饮料,
我才不喜欢喝! [坚定]
追随谁,绝对会决定命运。
真的,千万不要跟错人,
尤其像那种人。
我很幸运,也很知足。
只是有时候还是会为某些人打抱不平。
1st lesson
Learnt about that tone enhancer cream, purple and green. Purple is to adjust your face tone while the green is the beginning step of concealing.
The next step is to put on foundation all over the face evenly.
Then, concealer. Lastly will be the loose powder.
2nd lesson
Learnt about the step of brushing eyebrow. Bottom line, middle, that triangle end, and front part of eyebrow. Difficult!
Then is to draw eyeline. Put a dot at the end of the eye to represent the finish line. Lol. Just a thin eyeliner will do. But i still think that i am fit for thicker eyeline because of my single eyelid.
After the lesson i think i need to get ready some brushes and the products, for practice purpose.
But i still believe just a bb cream will be enough for me. I am really one lazy bug!
But this particular person really pissed me off!
How i wish i could punch the face twice to show my frustration!
Fuck off now!
Dont take life too seriously,
Its not like you gonna get out alive.
...
I do care about how others think of me, any words any actions could cause a bleed.
So sick of loading my heart with hatred. I am stupid!
Somehow i hope my heart could do a outpouring. But i have no one.
…
Dear...i wish i could say to you, your face is so wicked!
Now i see,
She is good song composer.
The lyrics and the emotions in it,
All too well!
明明可以活得更明确一点,
明明可以不那么可怜兮兮,
何必把自己搞得那么委屈?
Aint it good to be on your own
Aint it fun you can count on no one.
:)
有时候会怀疑自己的工作性质,
是服务性质,还是奴隶式服务?
皇上驾到,立马奉茶!
永远低声下气,为求避免投诉!
上头永不撑下属,错的永远是小的!
大的永远在猜疑小的,永远在想如何惩罚小的!
神秘使者到底由谁来派任?
而到底有谁来评价这神马使者是不是公认公平而公正?
在人手完全不应敷,客人是元首的情况下,告诉我,什么是服务?
Got up in the morning,
Read one of the books after a glass of honey water.
And then get myself ready for hair colouring.
Walked to the salon nearby,
And expecting the back to original sparks.
Well, but i looked really dull with dark hair.
Nevermind!
It was almost 5pm when i stepped out of salon.
Decided to bring the old clothes for donation.
As it was off day so i walked quite slow while enjoying this hot summer! *sigh*
One pack, then second pack. Ok done!
All of sudden i have this urge to look about this yaohon building, so i walked in.
While mingle around i had a glance of the outside and what i saw was rain! It rained by the time i stepped in the building. Phew!
I thought there was somebody pouring some water to bring down the heat or whatsoever. Then i keep walking round the stalls to see if there is anything that i could buy for home cooking.
I bought that dried 瑶柱 for 270. Dafuq.
Ok fine. I wanna go home now.
My journey in that building doesnt take too long, well 3 minutes i suppose.
And i didnt know until i crossed the road and noticed the place was all wet! It rained just now! It was out of sudden, but i was lucky enough to have missed this. Like god is guiding my way. LOL! I kinda like raining weather but to get wet under the rain is one irritating stuff!
What i am trying to say is today is just my day! I am one happy seed.
Hop to HongKong tomorrow
To get a short break from work
To go places i wanna go
To let go of the negative mind
To get rid of the bad emotions
To aid myself.
如果打理得体,我想它会很得体。只可惜,我遇到了不卫生的人。
如果家中厕所堪比公厕,我应该以什么心情面对?该以什么表情来掩饰我的不满?
为什么地上会有一坨厕纸?是用过的!
为什么厕所地板可以有黑色的鞋印或脚印?
为什么坐厕边缘可以有尿滴?是不会擦干净吗!
我以后应该要用什么眼光看你?
外面公厕会变得那么肮脏就是因为这种人!说自己有洁癖的人还是别先相信,有些事情要相处过才知道。
如果有如果,我不会再share厕所了。
Ps:厕所真的可以看到人最真实的一面。
Its totally disturbing when people cant even make a decision.
I do sometimes act this way, but just sometimes!
Sick of taking care someone else business! Its none of my business!
Life is eat play sleep, repeat.
But first, you need money!
Get bored with the job, the people, anything but never life.
Am just trying to convince myself to stay longer.
Trying to adapt myself into this kind of environment.
Doing my best in accepting the hardship.
Till next spring! At least.
每当感到晕眩的时候,总觉得死神就在我身边。是有点夸张啦!
差点就在澳门街上晕过去。
我可以感受到心不够氧气,是冷冷的。
除了立即坐下来,让自己恢复正常之外,什么也做不了。
让我感到窝心的是来了一只好奇狗宝宝,待了几秒钟就走了。它应该是觉得这人怎么那么奇怪,坐在这里不动了,那明明是我撒尿的地方呀!
没有志同道合,只有互相配合。
志同道合的只有一开始那刹那,
之后往往都是互相配合比较多。
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前往主教山,不是教徒,只因没来过。
窥探郑家大屋,闻到文明之中的古典气息。
最后到达神圣妈阁,点香,双手合十,为之祈福。
Had a great off day.
Serenity and inspiring, thats what historical place means to me.
Time to sleep.
现在说什么也没用,那种痛可能无法用言语诠释,只有当事人了解和必须承受。其中更掺杂了恐惧,无奈,孤独感。
你知道我们都撑你! 支持你的决定与勇敢。期盼后天到来,终于让你挨过了那几刀。
双手合十,愿早日康复!
Happy new year!
Shall not look back the left behind
Waved hand and thank 2013
And begin living one brand new year ahead!
Whats accompanying me on this first day was my new note 3 phone casing, aka the pale pink! It makes me look too much girlish but yet, i love it! Thanks mates for that, my bday puresento!
To pamper myself a little, for my hard work in 2013, for the blissful year to be 2014, for every means, i gotten myself a watch! 很有时间关念之我终于有手表了!^^