Be cause

Insufficient resources!!!!Time.Money.Motivation. But fully stuffed with depression, stress, tiredness. O.o....Just second week of semester. Everything seems so strange for me. Presentation...environment...the people...duh...even tutorial classes. What's the purpose being in fear of tomorrow? I just don't get it why my fear level keep on increasing all the time. I feel extremely uneasy in sharing of experience. Maybe I am afraid of public speaking. Public here means talking in front of only 19 peeps. and I got a lil nervous. Argh! headache! I hate it when I couldn't tell out mine properly. Sarcastic....I think I've chosen the wrong course.........after 2 years of diploma only I realised. Too lil Too Late. But no giving up, unless it gave me up. If they could, why can't I?

刺破水泡

今天去了那个什么FHM展。我还以为是食物demo啊什么的，但其实大多数都是机器展的。就...可以说是不关我的事。别扭到死，大人们都很认真的研究那些机器的。而我真的眼睛不知道该放哪里才好。层次太高了，晕～  但还好还有个Hall5可以逛。我猜那里是比赛后的展览品吧？因为当场有调酒比赛的，烘培的，雕刻的，西餐的之类。但需要RM10入场费咯。 

*结婚蛋糕摆设*

*厨师雕刻中*

*评分中。黑衣的有帅到！*

就是因为这个展，搞得我脚起五个大小不一的水泡。多谢我那双松糕鞋！疼死了。

我就上网看有什么方法可以快速消掉水泡的，结果竟然是刺破它！还真的是很快速咯！=.=

想到都疼！礼拜还要跑步叻！

 

感。

成功就要付出代价。聪明的，少一点点。笨蛋的，却多很多很多。我算什么？如果每天都沉迷于上网，面子书，偶像剧的话，无代价，哪来的成功？努力，不能半途而废。  

已经听说了AHT会很难

我废不了。也不可Fail。因为我没多余的金钱可以让我再报考。

19号要到了。代表我的第一堂课就要到来了。

慢慢来，一定要抽掉我的懒筋！

GBT! Fighting!

 

 

 

 

但为什么我的眼睛越来越迷蒙。=.=

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

如果每天都必须省吃省用，力量不足影响心情的话，脑袋还装得进知识吗？因为不够钱用而打工，每天累垮自己，小钱是赚到了，知识呢？

 

 

真的是左边天使，右边魔鬼。无奈！

   

When Am Free

Edited by 美图秀秀 

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《佐贺的超级阿嬤》

《佐贺的超级阿嬤》岛田洋七，日本喜剧泰斗，作家。本名德永昭广。2001年，将童年与外婆相依为命的故事写成这本书，因真挚感人的内容，引起极大反响。 一本在2001年出版激励人心的好书。一本我一定要推荐给大家的书！或许我迟了，但我相信还会有很多懵懂的人不知道。现在的都市人都很不知足，入不敷出，加上自己的要求远远超过可以承担的能力，而当无法取得的时候，又开始埋怨起来。其实，有想过真的需要吗？如果花钱能够弥补心中的自卑感或从中得到满足感，那就醒醒吧！阿嫲的超级语录绝对能够然你在逆境中充满欢乐，充满着正面的能量！  ************************************************** 超级阿嬤部分语录 “只有可以捡来的东西，没有应该扔掉的东西。”我在《换换爱》里听过。杨丞琳跳进泳池里捡东西的对白。 “穷人最能做的，就是展露笑容。”如果对他笑，他却一副臭脸的模样，那就算了。 “最想吃的东西，就是高级品。”不论东西多珍贵，不需要时就是次等货。 “即使有两三个人讨厌你，转过身来还有一亿人。”嗯！永记于心。 “让人察觉不到的关怀，才是真正的体贴，真正的亲切。”这话难免会被有心人当作借口。 “到死之前都要有梦想！没实现也没关系，毕竟只是梦想嘛。”可是不实现的话，始终会没有成就感的。 “按自己想要的方式过活，因为是自己的人生。”错了不能埋怨，因为是自己选择的路。再难行也要走下去。 “人最不了解自己，最清楚别人。”赞同。因为人的眼里只有别人的过失，自己永远都对。 ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥   深受感动的把书刨完。可是有些我还是不太明白其中含义。一定会再读一遍的。=）真的很开心去了趟书展。获益良多。可是还是有点小懊恼。因为没有买到《蔡康永的说话之道》，蔡依林的《养瘦》和罗志祥的《罗辑课》。当然还有其它好书。但是因为资金有限，所以就...........=（   ♫♪ Stop here! Bye People, Bye Lexy with ♥

BookFest Malaysia @ 2011

Just wanna post up what I bought. Maybe rubbish for you, but knowledge for me.=D A total of 9 items I've purchased. And I'll tell you why I buy it.  1. 燃烧吧！总裁 

Typical love story novel. Cheap which was only 2.90. Thus it contain zero nutritional value. LOLI just finished reading, and it was BORING!  2. 好朋友？女朋友！ 

Another zero nutritional value novel. The story seems interesting, and cost only 4.90, thus I bought to kill time. 3. 别再为小事生气  

Fits me right? LOL Am kind of hot tempered, I hope this book helps. 4. 佐贺的超级阿嬤 

The description attracts me. It makes me think it is saying how to survive in poor environment. 即使有两三个人讨厌你，转过身来还有一亿人。 I bought because of this. It means, although there are a few men dislike you, but there are tons of people around you. *by direct translation =)* Am not satisfied with my own life, thus I need this self-enrichment book to help me. And I believe it would. 5. 幸福就像狗尾巴 

There is another book by this author, I forgot whats the title, which only left a few books at the rack. Then I simply said that book must be really nice, because its almost sold out. So my friend and I approached to have a look. Mana tau it draws my attention. Since my friend is buying that almost sold-out book, thus I chose this one. I've yuan with this book. =P This book is about 55 stories that make you feel happy and contented, despite rain or shine. 6. 100元起疯台湾 

No other reason, one word - cheap. Who cares its 2010 edition? I just want to know more about Taiwan's attractions.  7. Mr Midnight 

I bought this to improve my english. I think this is for teenagers? or maybe primary school students....LOL I don't care laaaaaaaa! I can't understand those fiction fiction one. =P Short stories best suit me.  8.House of Hell 

Same reason as Item7. Oh well, this is a gamebook. Never played before, so......just buy lo, although it seems creepy. 9. Dewey 

Meow meow~ Cute library cat. Nice story, and nice cover. haha  **************************************************** So, I gained these and fatigue from this bookfest. But I think its worthy.

Okayyyy....meow~ Gotta sleep d.    ♫♪ Stop here! Bye People, Bye Lexy!

又胖了，好伤心。 =（

由于马来人佳节，所以我妈就说回去江沙走走，顺便探亲。前一天就收拾衣物，连拾了几套衣服，连便装我都收拾两三套。LOL 结果咧，才换洗一两套衣服而已。 浪费我的力量去收拾，然后又要摆回去衣柜里。显掉。先去江沙，然后回玲珑探二姨，再去爱育加拉探姨婆。一路上都会有山头点缀。xD 真的很漂亮。我发觉我越来越喜欢大自然了。我even想到要回到乡下过我的晚年。感觉就很棒，很健康。可是不知道到时候我会不会就反尔了。又或者可能我到不了晚年呢？  这一次行程由于妈的朋友也回了她的祖家，所以就铲车上去北海找我妈的朋友，顺道载她回。高兴！因为我终于可以去槟城了！虽然只是走马看花的半日游车河。槟城的老街我真的很喜欢。真的好古老好历史哦！感觉我就活在电影里。哈哈！真的好想好想下车拍个照，品一品美食，再到湾仔角吹吹风！错过了真的好可惜。还是有机会的！我一定要去个几天，走完槟城，感受老街。  啊！！！！我又胖了两公斤！因为不能浪费食物，所以就算已经涨的饱饱了，我还是把那些鱿鱼蕹菜吃完！既然没钱没力，那我就sponsor我的胃咯！又胖了，好伤心。 =（  PS: 原来槟威大桥的海域，不是蓝色的。   ♫♪ Stop here! Bye People, Bye Lexy with ♥