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Sunday, October 31, 2010

Cakes

 
Aw.....I see a lot of birthday cakes in the facebook.
Because quite a number of friends,
who was born in OCT!!!!!
even in my fridge also got one cake LOL
its my brother's!
 
 
square one, round one, cupcakes style, donuts style, love shape,ice cream cake
WOW!! what is happening to nowadays cakes?
so creative + innovative ^^
 
Then next time I wan do cookies style, water based  one,
or even zhap fan!!!!
XD
原来蛋糕可以这样出神入化的
 
 
ONCE AGAIN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL THE OCTOBER BABIES



 

我会说我不是这样的人。只是,偶尔,会这样。

總有一些人,他們看上去整天都很開心,沒有煩惱,像個小孩,好多人都會羨慕他們,但其實不是這樣的。他們不想讓別人看到自己難過的一面,更沒有能力一個人獨處,因為當夜深人靜的時候,他不知道一個人會發生什麽事,坐在窗前冥想走過的點滴。­

 
他們貌似很堅強,因為在別人看來,他們什麽事都能微笑著去面對,但事實上他們長著世界上最脆弱的心靈,只是長期的偽裝使得別人很難發現他們內心深處的創傷。­

 
他們只想簡簡單單、快快樂樂的活著,期待並且相信每個人給的笑容都是真心的,希望身邊的人都是真正的喜歡自己。即使別人小小的意見,也會另他們難過好久,他們真的真的很介意,介意自己不被人喜歡。因為,他們總是為別人想的很多,對別人總是比對自己好;把能對喜歡的人好當做幸福,喜歡別人比喜歡自己多。­

 
他們總是那樣,前一秒還傷心的流著淚,後一秒出現在朋友面前的時候,已經滿臉溢著燦爛的笑容。有人說她們是向日葵,是的,他們在意的人就像是太陽,在面對太陽的時候永遠是明艷的花瓣,而太陽照不到的背面,那悲傷藏得那麽好,不願被看見。

 
他們向往放縱自由的生活,卻必須為了誰很努力的朝另外的一個方向活著很累很累,卻仍是心甘情願。離自己的夢境越來越來遠,不得不面對從未想過的爭奪和復雜,恐慌、不知所措。只有面對最信賴的人時,才會卸下盔甲,委屈的流下眼淚。因為在他們心裏,笑就是開心,哭就是難過,接近就是喜歡,遠離就是討厭。但其實不是,他們明白了,心好傷,眼淚就沒忍住。哭過之後,笑笑得擦幹眼淚,說,沒關系,我可以做的很好的。­

 
他們好像無所不能,好像總是不會有煩惱,好像什麽問題都能輕而易舉的解決,總是喜歡喜歡出現在流淚的人面前,笑嘻嘻的逗著笑。而面對自己的問題,他們卻茫然無措,面對自己的悲傷,他們只會躲在人們看不見的角落裏慢慢由傷口越裂越大。

他們的想法非常簡單,說出來的就是心裏所想的,肚子裏不會拐七道八道的小彎,無心的話可能會引起別人的誤解。所以,請別記恨她們,他們從不願傷害誰,小小的錯誤就能讓他們懊悔很久。­ 他們其實非常單純,甚至你曾經給了他一個微笑她也會一輩子記得你的好,因此他們的世界觀其實也很簡單,他們很容易受蠱惑 ,請不要輕易的傷害他們的感情,因為一旦傷害了,那就將永遠彌補不回來! 如果你身邊有這種人請你給予他(她)那怕是鳳毛麟角的那點關懷,讓他(她)知道這個世界沒有拋棄他們
只是Facebook 的一个转载。=)
♫♪ Stop here! Bye People, Bye Lexy with ♥


Monday, October 25, 2010

Thursday, October 21, 2010

21/10/10


 
Actually I am more to a happy-go-lucky person.
 
 
I just don't know why recently I get to see the real faces
 
Owh~~ tiring.
This's the real world I suppose.
 
 
Mood down this few days. sigh~
NO!!! I can't allow the brainless man to ruin my day
 
I need to mengemaskan mood saya and be back the H.G.L girl.
 
Cheeeeeeeeeers!!! Gambate...
 
 
 
 
 
♫♪ Stop here! Bye People, Bye Lexy with ♥

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Pictures

@ AMPSQUARE, DOUBLE DECKER 1..WOW
BUT EVERYONE JUST STICK ON GROUND

THE HCD GIRLS AKA COORDINATOR

MIMI JK GUOGUO
*hearts*



Saturday, October 16, 2010

Social Linkage a.k.a Karaoke Session

Um..........
I want MORE!!!!
haha
 
 
 
Actually,
 _______________________________________________
I only can whisper to my heart =]
 
 
 
Nevermind, as long as MiMi and GuoGuo with me,
everything will be fine!^^
 
 
Looking forward to another Sing K session hahax
As well as the FAMILY DAY!!!

yeah!! Lagoon.....Here I come!!!
XD
 
=X
 
 
 
♫♪ Stop here! Bye People, Bye Lexy with ♥

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Happy Day

  Woohoo~ What an awesome yesterday! You know what, I've never been in any entertainment since internship. Why on earth I could allow myself to just stay at home, without hanging out with the group of sohpos? Awful....haha



So, what I did was K with Jo. LOL. Long time never met her, she still so slim. I jealous d, Wahaha. but look at me, awful *again*. XD Ya...I am "growing" and "growing", physically of course! =P Really really need to control myself. and, I need to strengthen my will as well, in order for me to succeed my dream. I wasn't strong enough, ya...easily tempted. Noooo....but how many years will it takes? 3? 5? I really hate myself, I am a failure XD hehe Funny....ya i hate my physical. but am trying to improve, hope I would be honoured with what I want. hehe...okie next.




It was Sunday. So......I followed a LTNC friend, Vien to church. LOL. I thought I said "something"? XD but I went. =P Awwwwwwwwww...NICE!!. Always nice actually. =) But, I felt differently this time. It might be because I've started working, so...quite easy this time. And I like the video screened today. About a girl, don't know from Africa or somewhere else. She shared her story, which touched me, a lot!


So, I am confused.









Conclusion......................
Today was a good good day.  =)
hehe....Cheers~