Saturday, September 25, 2010
Thursday, September 23, 2010
真的只是有时候 =(
真的只是有时候,莫名的心情不好,不想和任何人说话,只想一个人静静的发呆。 真的只是有时候,突然觉得心情烦躁,看什么都觉得不舒服,心里闷的发慌,拼命想寻找一个出口。 真的只是有时候,发现身边的人都不了解自己,面对着身边的人,突然觉得说不出话。 真的只是有时候,感觉自己与世界格格不入,曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非。 真的只是有时候,突然很想逃离现在的生活,想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪。 真的只是有时候,别人突然对你说,我觉得你变了,然后自己开始百感交集。 真的只是有时候,希望时间为自己停下,就这样和喜欢的人地老天荒。 真的只是有时候,在自己脆弱的时候,想一个人躲起来,不愿别人看到自己的伤口。 真的只是有时候,突然很想哭,却难过的哭不出来。 真的只是有时候,夜深人静的时候,突然觉得寂寞深入骨髓。 真的只是有时候,明明自己心里有很多话要说,却不知道怎样表达。 真的只是有时候,觉得自己其实一无所有,仿佛被世界抛弃。 真的只是有时候,明明自己身边很多朋友,却依然觉得孤单。 真的只是有时候,很想放纵自己,希望自己彻彻底底醉一次 。 真的只是有时候,自己的梦想很多,却力不从心。 真的只是有时候,常常找不到事情,无聊的无所适从。 真的只是有时候,突然找不到自己,把自己丢了。 真的只是有时候,心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪,觉得自己很累很累。 真的只是有时候,看不到自己未来的样子,迷茫的不知所措。 真的只是有时候,发现自己一夜之间长大了。 真的只是有时候,听到一首老歌,就突然想起一个人。 真的只是有时候,别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话,心里郁闷的发慌。 真的只是有时候,常常在回忆里挣扎,有很多过去无法释怀。 真的只是有时候,渴望别人的关怀,渴望一份简单的快乐。 真的只是有时候,看着时间一点点流逝,自己却无能为力.............. ♫♪ Stop here! Bye People, Bye Lexy with ♥
Monday, September 20, 2010
钱钱钱钱
All of a sudden, I eagerly wanna get back to college, and get my Advanced Dip done. Because I want money. After several incidents, money seems very important to me. Not the most indeed, but vital. So, why does completing a Advanced Dip will get me money, since I actually need to pay fees for enrollment? LOL Ya...lame reason I know, but...get a job with the AD cert, the salary will be higher, as in my country laaa! (and in what I have seen)
That is one of those. Second one is that, gosh~ I miss the time studying with Ping, so badly T___T. I can actually study with her. Believe? LOL We are playful kind, 38 kind or kind of lazy...but, I just like. I enjoy every single moment studying with her, although she always doesn't allow me to read out my notes =.= Hope she can get through all those resitting examinations, and join me in May intake 2011. Keep your promise ^^
I felt very happy everytime I got the chance to expand my knowledge. I realised, I actually like examinations, since Diploma year only xP. Without exam, I will not study. Whooops~ Without exam, I would not know what would I do, and how far can I go in future.
Maybe it just hormones that influenced me, but not my ownself wanna study. But, who cares? At least at this moment, I "dik hei sam gon" wanna study loh! XD One thing that is definitely not influenced by what hormones or emotion or what one, is that, MONEY can let me keep my cats, as well as allow me to adopt more pets. I cannot see them so kesian there at the roadside/longkang. I couldn't stand the feeling. So, I wanna earn MORE money in order to make their life colouful. *awa mine* ^^ You can call me stupid, but I still consider this the happiest life I wanna have. =)
I felt very happy everytime I got the chance to expand my knowledge. I realised, I actually like examinations, since Diploma year only xP. Without exam, I will not study. Whooops~ Without exam, I would not know what would I do, and how far can I go in future.
Maybe it just hormones that influenced me, but not my ownself wanna study. But, who cares? At least at this moment, I "dik hei sam gon" wanna study loh! XD One thing that is definitely not influenced by what hormones or emotion or what one, is that, MONEY can let me keep my cats, as well as allow me to adopt more pets. I cannot see them so kesian there at the roadside/longkang. I couldn't stand the feeling. So, I wanna earn MORE money in order to make their life colouful. *awa mine* ^^ You can call me stupid, but I still consider this the happiest life I wanna have. =)
♫♪ Stop here! Bye People, Bye Lexy with ♥
Thursday, September 16, 2010
你们不会带人绕花园?我呸!
Saturday, September 11, 2010
I my me mine
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