Shout Out for my new 2010

近朱者赤,近墨者黑!

我要找回我原來的自己!

情緒不再容易被別人牽動

加油~

Belated Merry Christmas

I got 2 words to tell, EXCITED but EXHAUSTED  ^^
was the very first time, went countdown at Sungei Wang
really "people mountain people sea" !!!!!!!!


Love this kind of feeling...very warm and fun 
celebrated with strangers
sprayed around
and "xim-ed" around (haha)
with my friends - Mush, Sit, Qee, lielee, Wee with Sam




some cars also got sprayed! lol
especially the BMWs and RapidKL
when they make turn......kesian~~
whole car turns white
some cars even scrolled their windows down...to attack back (maybe..lol)




we met H6...LOL 
at traffic light there......although i don't know them la
but i still spray them
cuz they attacked Wee laa..
cannot cannot...we must attack back! 
HaHa


Until the can empty..and we got to buy more sprayer!
xo




and after that we went to Neway
darn tired!
we have to "crawl" the escalator
some more its on the 5th floor
sigh~


Sing K cost me RM56
midnight hour is like tat 1 laaa
have to keep comfort myself
LOL








and
have to start planning for New Year Eve d
my purse is very thirsty!
I need WATER!!!!!!!!

29/11/2009

到今天为止，我活了19年
最后一年开始一字头岁数了
再过月多，就要开始我的20旅程
唉～

Quattro

Went Quattro with friends yesterday. It would be fun, if we were there earlier.


You know what, my friends and I, waited Step’s friend – KimPeng so long time at TS there

Duh. I never enter club after 12 k, some more was after 1am!

drunk a bit, hehheh. I felt so dizzy…and wanted to vomit (but at last did not – geng ma)

Hennessy is not nice! (My house still got 2 bottles, I don’t know how my Dad gonna do with it)

Actually, don’t really like to drink.

I drink only because…no drinks, no feel! Haha





Yerrrrr….ACCIDENT happened when we were on the way to TS

The Myvi just bang the Wira. If Mush drive fast, then the wira got bang most probably would be our wira =.= (some more before that I asked mush, why don’t move? mg, so guilty)



Step very cute huh… his hairstyle, the way he talks, very funny

He is cute also, so do him....and him....also him x3

Nice friends too ya…LOL

Thanks to him and the friends laa

Beauty of Life

这个空气真是清新！

这个世界真的很美丽！

只是这么偶尔。。。让我遇到世界黑暗的一面
其实世界依然是美美的

我相信，我一定会让心情跟着美丽起来～
坚定！Fighting!!!!!!

祈祷顺顺利利

Everything seems to be wrong recently…
The first top thing I wanna complain about is STREAMYX!!!
The line just being so slow, so suxx, so frustrating!
Since weeks, and now still! I had called 100 many times d
It really annoys me!
You know how important internet to me…
I JBT
I FB
I TB
I BLOG
And I SURF
Please fix it asap la!

Next. Hmp~ this cannot be complaining, just blaming…
Blaming myself…for everything I spent
I spend, actually not really much
Am already very frugal in living my life T_T
Just I got some October friends
Celebrated their days recently…so I am really empty
And quite depress these days…not because I spent $$ for their birthday
Part of it from these, and those
That I lost a job, a part time job which a friend of mine introduced to me
They got full time d, don’t need us. =(
I lost these money, thus I got to spend less
Or…I can say that I have no extra $$ for spending, or for any activities
Sigh.

I am really excited in spending money
LoL. I bet every girl feels the same
Spending money really very fulfilling!
Even just buying some food or stationery…
As long as I pay money, I am happy! LOL
Kinda weirdo haa

So…I have to work whenever my friends ask me to
I gotta stick with them in this sem
Indeed, we stick together everyday
LOL

There are a lot more “complex” stuff going on
Sigh~
There’s gonna be one, happening very soon!

Tonight

Going TARC, studying hotel management course, going H5, knowing new friends, staying hostel...and blablabla, it was all made to be.

Different people, having different faith. I believe that everything is "made to be". Never thought of going college, never thought of further my studies...but I just did what I don't wish to.

He wants me to study, He made them my friends, He decides my faith...

Really!It was all "made to be". Maybe you can change your faith, as people always say "the faith is in your hand" or you are holding your faith...something like that aa~

I won't, I have to force myself not to demand so much. I have tried.Slowly, of all things, I found that I am really more mature than my friends, and most of them. I am not being sarcastic la! Just...It came to my mind one day.LOL and I am not innocent at all!

I am quiet type of person, because He wants me to observe more, He wants me to listen to what people said, and I did what he asked me to do.

I am worrying about my future.

I always ask...

Can I get a job?

Can I do well in the industry?

Can I get a good pay? (LOL)

Can I pay back of my parents effort of everything?

My answer is very uncertain. I can only tell I will try my best.

and not definitely!

too bad, and so sad.

sigh~

I have only one more semester to go, and gotta graduate after training! I have been through those days, months...

sigh~ Why am I so timid?! Why I have no confident on myself?!

okay! In a nutshell...

I wanna learn Korean language!!!

(lol...so unrelated)

Sad

I heard that from a friend.

I feel so sad!

I don't know what i gotta do...

Should I call? or just sms?

I sent her a message

hope that she will recover soon

=]

I....am speechless

This makes me think of my Dad 

*Wishing*

Tsunami at Haeundae

A very touching movie.really!It was about tsunami that hit Haeundae, somewhere in Korea.or i should call it mega tsunami. LOL as the prof said that in the movie.


there were a lot of stories. different people, and different scenes. such as an divorced 1 with a child, a rich girl who pops into an ordinary guy...and a girl who loves the one who  indirectly killed her father...its hard to describe. so better watch it yourself! 


the beginning of the movie was kinda funny! haha. (but i just cant stand with the teens behind. duh. so noisy!!!) its funny, but they were too over la! =.= 


sweet always come first. LOL later on tsunami la!
so sad! really really SAD!


so wasted, that the most "look-able" guy died! =.= OMG! cannot tahan d T___T


This is a very nice movie, very touching movie! =) you should watch

I Wanna Be A Model 3

Sam and Shir won in the competition!

I like Jovean actually.He is good, and look great^^
but very unfortunately,he got eliminated T_T

Alvin is great u know,I watched the Finale (only finale xD)
especially the S.E C903 and last catwalk - 名师作品 *something like tat la*
in the S.E adv, he looks nerd, but so cute! haha
and the last 1, so charming! really caught my sight! haha
Sam is good too, but just~ Alvin is a little bit more better XD


and Shirley...I don't have to say d
u can see by yourself, she is much more better.......thumbs up!
(and one more thing, she looks like 周海媚！)



well~ 我又不是评审，不应该写这么多，哈哈
只能恭喜他们了！
加油！

am

SIEN

BORED

BOSAN

闷

！！！！

didn't go fitness

still leave the card aside

no people accompany la!!!

so pity

=(

今天的云很美！


心情大好 =）

Day

OMG! I lost my online banking password!!!

and I have to go bank and get a new password

so troublesome.

......

Went to "Homes".Kind of cell group? as what vien said larr.I went there on Friday which I found that I couldn't get use to those gathering, can't get into their culture... because I have to speak ENGLISH, which I can't speak it fluently. I think I got "English-phobia" or "social-phobia" or....other kinds of phobia.

lol...because most of them, even if they can speak mandarin, they still chat in English.I wonder is every Christian must speak English?(and I also found that, my english is weak...until I don't know how to answer them immediately)They are friendly, but just...maybe I am weak in my language, so...I scared =X Or maybe because I don't know them? but...friendship starts like that right? Erm...maybe I should train myself to be more...hm..to be braver? and to overcome my fear......I will try =)

......

I just watched "The Final Destination", with sifu

It's so shitty disgusting!!!

Yiaks......

geli betul!!!!!!!!!!

after that...met with cousin at McD

and chit chat chit chat

actually most of the time I just listened to what they talked

LOL

can't speak a single word

=.=

This is what I always do . LOL even with ex classmates

Kay!gotta go

BB

18 - 9 - 09

I just read some words

very funny

so cute, so caring, 

haha!

"Thanks ya"

可怜

那猫很可怜
很可怜
看她就很心酸
T_T
回去时候一定要带东西给她吃

Long long story~

Monday – 7/9/09

Examination period!

God!

Actually, I haven’t started studying any subject yet

(Just had my HR exam on last Friday…Its over so don’t talk about it)

The coming exam will be English for Hospitality =.=

English again! Learning English since the first semester

Sigh~ all are about the same only

Essays, essays and essays!

Duh.

I am spoiling my body…

I sleep late at night – maybe at 5am or 6am

I don’t sleep if having exam the next day

I drink coffee, Nescafe… everyday – sometimes twice a day

I eat maggi mee to save $$

But actually cost me more – as I will spend the $$ to buy junk food

Usually more than the price of the meal

Stupid huh?

So suffering! So tension!

Most probably half dead when the exams end

and so pitiful!

Got to continue study already

Wish me luck!

Tata!

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Wednesday 8/9/09 @ 4.59am

Well, I had my AELE 3413 paper yesterday

It was hard! Duh

Did Mr. AuYeong teach the report format and some kind of rumusan?

Forgotten…as I didn’t attend for the last 2 days of the tutorial classes

Friend told to read page39

Then I just read through it laaaaa

I just hope that I can pass this paper *wishing*

This is the first time I feel tough for language paper =X

Oh my god! Keep watching “My Girl”

Quite nice drama - I have to say that

As my eyes just can’t look away from the screen

Um… something suddenly pops into my mind

“Guys really gotta watch dramas often… so that they can get to know more about girls”

And to upgrade and update themselves

LoL

Personality…attitude…dressing…more and more!

They really have to learn…

As I find most of the guys are way too childish!!!

Not to say that the girls are very good or what, but……=D

Ops...

Gotta stop here. TaTa!

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Thursday 10/9/09 @ 4.42pm

Housekeeping Management

Housekeeping Management

Housekeeping Management

*sob*

Thought of getting an A for it

But… I think it is not possible now

Because I can’t do the calculations

I was overconfident on the calculation part

That’s why I didn’t even bother to look at it

This is the consequence!

And I got it

Sigh~

I did question by question

Going happily as I have read through all

But… I have forgotten some of the answer

What I have memorized has all gone

Duh!

Lucky too! I saw him

Haha

Ops~ sorry *wink*

Gotta have a nap first

So tired

Tata!

********************

Friday 11/9/09 @ 4.01am

Lily - Funny and silly girl

swt~

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Saturday 12/9/09 @ 4.48pm

I didn’t sleep for Restaurant Management paper

How silly…

If I didn’t burn midnight oil

I could not answer the questions

Anyway, I think I could not pass this paper though

as I have counted the marks that I could get

After added all, I got less than 50 only

So disappointed!

Moreover, I got the lowest mark which was 58 for my assignment

=.=!

I wouldn’t blame anyone as this is the consequence

If at the end, I fail this paper

I will just accept my fate

to resit

So sorry to my mom and myself!

Gotta gambate on F&B control already

Don’t want to have regrets anymore

Basha!

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Tuesday 15/9/09 @ 00.15am

F&B Control paper was easy

I will say that this paper is the easiest one among all

Because there were a lot of calculations

Few questions on theory

Got multiple choice question somemore

Happy!

I studied till late the last night you know

Slept at 7am, woke at 10am to study the formulas and format

Guarantee pass!

xD

*If fail, I must let them re-mark the paper!!!!!!!!!!*

So confident…haha

He was in orange *peace*

People might think that I am pervert

Always look and type, look and type

Funny and silly

^ ^

Missing my meowmeow

T_T

Didn’t see them for 2 weeks already

Miss them very much!

And didn’t online for long time too

Gotta download lots of movie, songs and enjoy my ppstream

During semester break

LoL

Yeah! Going Genting with friends on next week

Long time never go outdoor theme park already

I wanna “get fun nuffnuff”

Haha!

Okay la! Gotta go

Tata!

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Wednesday 16/9/09 @ 13.29pm

I had my Food Production I (Practicum) paper

OKAY!

Finally, I know what is "totally don't know how to do" feelings

because...I CAN'T DO THIS PAPER

T_____T

What I've studied NEVER COME OUT

I really don't know what to say anymore

*speechless*

- The End -

*of hell life*

Facebook测验。。。。。

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Oc O

I am

so stress.

so down.

so emotional.

so confused.

so lazy.




Which one to sacrifice?

sigh~

饥饿30

拿RM１００来挨饿
是我在２３／８／０９以前
在我记忆中
所做过最有意义的事了！

我所参加的DIY Camp是在坤成女中
刚开始ice breaking的时候
我还以为开始了。其实并没有
他们只是要让我们从那些小游戏中吸取一些道理
^^

Famine Challenge
FC１的游戏其实很废
但这些就是对于贫困的家庭
唯一的赚钱方式
**拾垃圾去卖 + 做手工艺品（折星星）**
所以他们真的很可怜的
请你们一定要参加明年的"饥饿三十"!

FC2呢～就是simulation
模仿真的发生了地震
然后我们要找回自己的家人
然后再重新过生活
找工作，建屋子等等的
虽然只是游戏，可是却可以看到人性
为什么呢？
因为在这时候你可以看到
谁对家庭有付出，谁只会命令命令
什么都不做
我的意思就是可以看到一个人的个性
xD


好了跳过一些些所要表达的道理
我直接去表演节目好了！
不要羡慕哦！！！

节目包括了：

１） 我要做Model ４强来走秀
OMG！超级帅的！身材够棒！够高！*ChingChing*

２） 歌手演唱
有很多，可是我忘记了某些
最有印象就是汤小康，黄明志，何志健，满江宏，Jeanie
真的忘了！
因为。。。。。就是没有特别去记
册子又没有写
Haiyo
总之就是我看到很爽啦！

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明天到大本营
可以看到很多很多的歌星演唱
光良，张惠妹很多很多很多
最震撼的还是Amei到场的时候
因为刚下飞机喔～
所以是最后的倒数演唱活动大使
饿了三十小时
他们还可以很有火力
声音够够力的呐喊
我在最后的那几个小时已经不行了！
很遗憾的是，我们坤成DIY营迟到了
我看不到Friendz的演出！！！！！
T＿T
伤心哪！

虽然我很饿
可是我还是很坚持
我没有偷吃哦~XD
30个小时没有吃东西
没有体验过的人真的无法感受那种可以吃又不能吃的痛苦啊~

********************


我参加这个
其实没有什么特别原因
我就是因为想参加所以参加
挨饿30个小时，又有游戏玩，又有节目看，
又有好歌听， 又有帅哥美女看，更可以帮助人
何乐而不为呢？


明年如果时间上允许的话，
我还想参加！
希望到时我的朋友也可以和我一起！而不是只有我一个人！

The Finale

Answer is NOT GOING

T_T

In The Curve

Just back from The Curve
went in few restaurants, and came out...in and out and in and out again
LoL - Just too expensive, I cannot afford :P


1st round - Sakae Sushi - Green tea
2nd round - Winter Warmers - Chocolate Mint Coffee
3rd round - Wang Cafe - Iced Honey Lemon


We didn't have much topic
actually...not really join what they talk
as i knew nothing about those issues... HaHa


But...throughout this lil gathering
and lil issues... that came out the topics
They... taught me quite a lot
Gained some knowledge when they spoke
the way they talked...
the expressions and temper while talking this serious issue
*was that serious issue? xP*




Don't worry, be Happy!
Everything will be just fine =D





Should i go The Curve tomorrow......
Go or not go...?

Blog

Actually what is the use of a Blog?For people to release their stress? as everyone is exposing their feelings in their blog - and soon or later will cause some argument or disagreement or something else.



Different poeple do different deeds.
Some likes blogging, some lazy to post blog, some even don't know what is blog!



sigh...
Blogging is putting oneself in jeopardy
as people will discuss
either with you, or behind you

so...am i right to blog?
or shall i just dont care about them?
their voices...their acts
and continue to write what i wanna expose?

Impossible is Nothing

People are strange
People too fake
People will do anything to show off
People will talk whatever to defend themselves
People will try whatever ways to get rid of responsibilities
People will "twist the fact"......



Whatever is good in you, they will tease
No matter what sort of "angel" personality you have, they will tease!
You can hear a lot of "stupid...stupid...stupid" voices
Just like they are God-like person, they never do stupid deed
and you will slowly feel that you are stupid
because you already get use to the word "STUPID"


You win in teasing people, doesn't mean you are good
This only shows how evil your mouth is......
=)

Just Do it !

No money. No talk.

No man. No dress.

No pain. No gain.

No pretty. No club.

>.<

Happy never come after me

Just don't bother me with those problems

again and again

I am too tired for arguement


********************


That was just a "switch" that ended up us like this

Who cares?


********************

Phew~ Finally done the presentation

Kinda regret that I chose to present, but not answering question

whatever... ITS OVER

I just know that i almost lost my phone today

very fortunate, he returned to me

thanks to the H4 guy

although... u made me walk "冤枉路"

LOL

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Looking forward for the clubbing thingy!

I just hope that i can out with my buddies

Hope its ON

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My every minute is a new one

Don't get me in problems again

Hopefully!

Bye

Housekeeping

After the oral and brochure thingy, we have to rush for housekeeping and Production Cycle assignments. sigh~


so tension, and i got nightmares recently
dreamed of monster
I am the monster actually
and ghost house... sea waves... people as well
*some of my secondary school friends. funny actually*
and i went checked through website
it stated that, a person who is under pressure or blablabla will dream about monster such as Aliens all that...
so... i supposed, I am under PRESSURE!!!



there were no time left!!!
Why was this semester so stressful?!
i hate year2 sem1...
but, at the same time, it means that there is only 1 more semester to go
for our internship! and very soon to convocation. HaHa



Oops...i better start worrying, nono, is "doing" my assignment
or else...i can't finish it on time
and this and that



- tata -

What is SHAWTY

LOL. I thought it was a DJ's name, or someone's name - but actually, from yahoo, I found that


"Shawty is not a person it's an affectionate term for a males girlfriend. It's a lot older term than Chris Brown and Sean Kingston too .
Since most women are shorter than there male counterpart they are called shorty.
It can also be applied to teenagers/kids but more commonly is used to describe ones baby boo."

"Every single ghetto person you know."

"Someone shorter. As in a girl. :) "



I heard the "shawty" in some songs such as Low, Right Round....... well, also in SJ's song - SorrySorry. LOL

that is why i google it. and i know whats that mean now

HaHa

^^

Twilight - I just borrowed Twilight from my friend - Xuan. When she decided to buy these books, actually i was just curious - would she really read it? Cause in this semester we are full of assignments, no time to sing k though... just wondering - but i am reading it now - funny.

Its a very interesting story! Love story~ you will love Edward when you read through this. So smart! so......just don't know how to tell - Read it yourselves!

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Assignments - left unassigned among members...LOL rather to read Twilight than doing these silly assignments. I bet everyone thinks that. =D I just hope that we can done those asap, as i wanna concentrate on my book ^^

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Freedom - learnt new steps. I can only say "Wow! so hard!"...the steps just too fast and i can't really follow the beat, either faster or slower. Just can't catch the correct timing. Sigh~

Well~ the really glad thing was, i can 侧翻~ i got 90% correct - if my left leg is able to be straight. Then i think, i succeed!! and now i am learning handstand!! Wow~ sounds great and hard - but actually its easy for breaker =D

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Birthday - OMG! I can't believe that, i forgot his birthday, which was at 7/7. How come!!! arGh! feel so bad - junsuhamida! and 生日快乐 saranghamida! wakaka

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30 hours Famine - Okay~ i just joined - invited by Jun. I have thought of joining before, but due to the minimum donation of RM80, so just forgot it. Then after a few days, Jun sms-ed me about this, and by that time i was still very interested, thus i joined! LOL Well, I felt happy when i was clicking the "submit form"...because i know that i am helping the people. Although its a minor case, but i just glad.

Why don't you join too?

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Bully Case - Not in TARC, but my house. A fat cat always come to my house, to look at my pretty yameow. But, i have a male cat, miumiu in the house. Then, i just don't know why, he must come and bully my miumiu when yameow doesn't "choi" him?! silly fat cat!

My miumiu is bleeding now! Im so sad!!!


Or i misunderstood?! i saw another cat in my neighbor's house - new Malay neighbor - sigh
he/she is 1 on 3 - duh~ my 3 cats are watching him/her right now. I hope that he/she is okay. and i still see him/her tomorrow...

i heard the screaming noise of the cat a second ago - so pity

OMG! lots of assignments

They makes me cant breathe >
every subject also got an assignment!
there are even 2 for English subject
*sigh*


stress recently
finally i got this feeling
cause normally i only feel stress during holidays
*have to think about where to go and what to do*
lolx



but there are few things that make me excited
firstly is i will have new bag n clothes at end of July
second 1 is i will have maybe...extra RM100 to spend
thirdly is...finally got people buy phone from me
* but dont know he/she is serious or not la! *
* only can confirm when she banked in *






Aikhz...few days more to July
means that i got to pay for my dancing fees very soon
T___T
but - its worth it
*Im paying willingly!*

你们可以不要再歧视猫吗？！

猫是很肮脏！可是你有没有想过没有人帮他们洗澡的！就像那些在天桥的甲乙丙丁一样！你们会同情他们，可是为什么就是要歧视猫！


猫也是会饿的！
他们不会自己去买东西吃！他们没有钱！
也没有人会给东西他们吃！ 那如果他们不去垃圾桶找吃，要去哪里找东西吃？！


他们要吃垃圾已经很可怜了！！
为什么你们要 咦来咦去！！


你不觉得你很过分吗？！
请不要再歧视猫！！

kitty kitty

saw a lil kitty meowing outside my room
near to the drain
kesian her~
wanted to bring her in
but just scared
course the so called floormate doesnt like cat
in which she will go to psychologist whenever cats go near her
duh


and i din see her soon after the indian ladies passed by
they might be bringing her upstairs
or....the kitty mama bring her away d
haha



poor cute kitty
haiz

Fucktard

ive tried my best not to scold foul words
but i just couldnt
they were really so annoying!!!!!!!!!!
im damn frustrated!!!!!!!!!


we were feeling unfair for their decision
what the hell!
they decided and then just ask us to do it!
let me ask u
“你们ok吗？” << style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">dickson and kamweng?!
dont tell me mush mmsong then dickson only mmsong?!
if this is the reason thats mean dickson is sick, having fever also ?
mush was having fever that time, if you are not feeling good
i bet you couldnt talk in nice tone also!


mush trying to fix this, and ask for a better decision
mush always fool around with them
then we thought that she would be better to talk with you
if we know will end up like this
we would not let her to talk
but will let xuan to speak out!
duh!


outside the corridor, we said okay
but! xuan told us something then we decided to go for them
go for a fairer 1
mush cried because of this
really "sam tam"
its not worth it

as what pinky typed in her blogspot
really!!!!!!! darn shit people
they are betting on what?!
Mali's fried chicken?!
so if dickson speak, you will get fried chicken?
did you ever think about the coursework marks??
they are really darn shit people!!!!!!
i think we will not, no is I
i will not be friend with that group anymore
except for kahhing, wee and ffar
*unless they dont wanna be friend with me*


and 1 more thing i wanna speak out!!
xuan, sit and i met with a person when we walked past TARC gate ytd
and very soon afterwards, ive received a message
a very annoying message
i tell you what
please dont 挑拨离间
really cant stand with these people anymore
那位挑拨离间的家伙
看着办吧！




xuan is right!
they never accept what we suggest
they thought they were very smart.. theirs always the best
ours are shit



im a quiet person
i didnt comment much
seldom complaint too
but i really beh song with this situation
so what do you think? darn shit people



there is only few more months to go
as what i said in previous
time passes very fast
we will not seeing them already
THANK GOD!

生气，是拿别人的过错来惩罚自己

我不会生气！ 因为你们一点都不重要！